[TW- Abuse and Suicidal ideation] He threatens, "I put you in this world and I can take you out of it". Why even put on this earth when all I have ever been gifted is pain? Sometimes, I wish he would take me out of it.. I was doomed from the start; the weight of living only proves the burden my existence places upon this world. I'm not afraid to die. I am in no way living, yet what I fear is life itself; the only life I have ever known. In the perspective of Adrien Agreste. The thoughts he hides in this shell of himself. Very much looking like diary entries. TW: Mental illness, child abuse, ableism/internalized ableism, bulimia, body dysmorphia and more (I will update when I have more written). -HCs on many of the main characters of mlbs life UPDATE: AUGUST 17th, 2023: I am making some changes and revisions to this fic as I have very much grown as a writer in these past years and looking at my old work makes me cringe lol. Plus, this can be so much better! I'm glad so many people like my work :)) About the author: -Agender -Anime watcher -Artist