It's funny how such small things can make your day- like the light thing the drivers do to thank you for letting them into the long queue that no one had the courtesy to let them into. It's the same with me. You see, anything makes my day. A smile from a cute guy to dreaming of scenarios which I know aren't going to happen, anything. I'm in Love with the idea of being in love. I'm fully aware of that. I just cant do anything to stop it. Is it too much to ask for, to have a guy there for me, to protect me, to console me. I guess it is. Don't lead me on, and then shatter my heart into a billion pieces. Don't just say "Sorry" and hope I'll be okay. Don't talk to me as if you don't know how much I loved you. Don't murder an animal then walk away muttering a simple "Sorry," thinking it'll all be okay. Because, it won't. It never will.
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