The situations in tbis story are real things tbat have happened to me. Triger worning this book contains some of the following topics abuse, sexual content, loss of a loved one and more. After your brother died you move in with your best friend Rose. Rose , her brother jay , you and your brother, Douglas, were best friends until you started pushing people away after getting out of an abusive relationship, not wanting to get hurt again. But what will happen when you realize jay had feelings for you and you have feelings for him. Will you take the chance and risk getting hurt again. Or will you keep your walls up to protect yourself? THIS STORY HAS SITUATION THAT MIGHT BE TRIGERING FOR SOME READER sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes ill try to upload every Sunday