Y/N just recently went through something and is struggling through it mentally, she hides this from her best friend Bokuto. While in the middle of the struggle Bokuto adds her to a discord server with some of Japan's well known highschool volleyball captains.( I recently been loving the song Blue hair by tv girl so im adding subtle hints to the song) Tigger warnings this story will include alcohol weed mentions of su!c!de mentions of cutt!ng mentions of r@pe fighting and blood sexual jokes maybe sex? if you are not comfortable please do not read