The title is inspired by that scene at the end of Order of the Phoenix after [SPOILER ALERT] Sirius dies: "Harry, suffering like this proves you are still a man! This pain is part of being human-" "THEN-I-DON'T-WANT-TO-BE-HUMAN... I'VE HAD ENOUGH, I'VE SEEN ENOUGH, I WANT OUT, I WANT IT TO END, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE-" "You do care," said Dumbledore. "You care so much you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it" "I-DON'T!" Harry screamed. "Oh yes, you do," said Dumbledore, still more calmly. "You have now lost your mother, your father, and the closest thing to a parent you have ever known. Of course you care." [Order of the Phoenix/pg 824/J.K. Rowling] This fic will be a dimension-hop story where Harry discovers a parent's love for the first time, healing from his past, and some wild plot reveals/Horcrux hunting mania. Takes place immediately after Bill and Fleur's wedding (aka Harry's seventeenth birthday). Series