I tried to cry it out but that did nothing the feelings for him was still there. He knowledge the fact that he has that power over me. I hate that after everything I tried and did it never went away. It angers me that he don't feel the same and he lead me to believe he did. I thought love wasn't suppose to hurt I thought you were suppose to be full of joy and happiness. Get married and have kids. But no its all the oppisite it stabs you in your heart leaving you in pain. It takes all your happiness to the point you don't know what to do anymore you just want to die and never love again. You want everyone to feel the pain your going threw. That's how I feel,like complete crap. But I have to stay strong just never fall in love again that's easy. Is it? As Sarah tries to move on with her life she encounter many problem envovling her past and love will she make day threw day without loving or will she find the love she need to make threw recovery? Sorry for the Grammer.