"𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧, 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞, 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞, 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬, 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞." he still remembers the way she looked at him at the shop, and he keeps beating himself up for not being able to express his feelings. to take her in his arms, tell her that he loved her and that he was so fucking sorry about everything, and just kiss her in front of all those stupid college friends. however, coming back to the apartment with that cup of coffee only returns even more memories. 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄, 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓... 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐈 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃... 𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐆𝐍𝐈𝐙𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄