i let myself get in this facade again, oh my stupid self(heart) how many time will i need to be defame? you thought this time will be different ha! things will change ,he will change this time he won't hurt you but who are you kidding ha when he didn't thought for hurting you once ,breaking you do you think he ever will how naive stupid i am thing which never happened to me how i thought this time will be different how i thought people like me will ever get that it doesn't matter ,i don't expect no ,i do expect every time thinks happen,i expect you to be there beside me, that this time you will listen to my unspoken words ,my pain by my eyes but you didn't again and sgain and one day i don't know when exactly , but i stop looking for you beside me or showing my pain though my eyes to you i stopped expecting because you stopped giving me hope that this time you might notice it in my silence it doesn't matter anymore ,it did matter once belive me but not anymore now all space in my heart which was filled by emotion -hurt ,anger ,love,pain,happinesss,sorrow now it all empty, it nothing but a void which is there