As much as Courtney tried to, she could never forget that night. She knew it was wrong -to not want to remember the party where you met the love of your life- but the pure memory of it was driving her insane. It had happened ten years ago. Ten years later and she still sometimes woke up screaming and in a cold sweat with Ross trying frantically to calm her down. She was sick of it. She was sick of everything, she wanted that memory-all of it- gone. But first, she needed to go back to the beginning before she could let go...