" I thought you were different than him, I thought you cared more than him, I thought you loved me more than him. Turns out you were worse than him." She screams across the cafeteria for everyone to hear her words like small needles coming full speed at me from millions and millions away. The attention is going hard like a bullet straight through my brain and like hard cold blade on my soft skin. She doesn't understand. She never will. She won't remember. I saved her life when no one else could.