i want to yell at someone right about now
and not in the way where i accuse someone of something out of rage
but instead in the way where i let everything go
to shout and be heard until my voice cracks and quivers from the emotions i'm exposing
to make someone actually listen
and i want to scream too
not in a high pitched "bloody-mary" exclamation
but instead in a low guttural expression of my internal pain and suffering
i want my throat to be hoarse because of everything i'm saying and the power in the words
even the power in the wordless screams
i want to let it go and i want it to be heard
i want to say anything i can and as loud as i can because i've been quiet for too long
i want to make it known even if i'll regret it a week after
i want to i want to i want to
