Limerence

Family

I fluttered my eyes open, feeling dizzy, but the pain had completely gone, as I took a breath of relief, I looked down to see all of my wounds and cuts bandaged and treated .

I was confused as to why I didn't wake up, but I  didn't pay much attention to that when I saw the guy who never left my room sleeping on one of the sofas in my room right besides my bed, he fell asleep here........why?

I was wondering as he was sleeping peacefully with his head thrown back , his curls resting on his forehead , half his chest showing as the first few buttons of his shirt were undone , making the movement of his chest more prominent as he was breathing in and out , his lashes also appeared more longer as his eyes were closed

I slowly got up, hoping not to wake him , I didn't know what to do , all I knew is that I wanted water

As I tip tied with no shoes , making no noise at all I jumped when I heard ,

"Where do you think you're going?"

He asked, his voice raspy and deep ,

"I-I just wanted s-some water"

I replied , scared as I turned around

"When did you wake up?"

He asked again, a frown appearing on his face , making the hair on my body stand

"U-uhm....just n-now"

I replied not really knowing how to answer that for some reason

"Uhm?"

He mimicked me, questioning what I meant by that, tilting his head slightly , his curls falling to the side , eyebrows still arched

I didn't know how to answer that , so I stayed silent

He got up , coming up to me, not stopping even after coming so close, I stepped back , he took another step towards me, I stepped back again, he stepped towards me again, I felt his eyes on me as mine were trying to look anywhere but him ,

I was about to take another step back, but my back hit the wall, thatdidn't stop him, he kept coming closer and closer, to the point where I could feel his nose touch mine, his lips brushing against mine,

"S-stop"

I thought I said that in my head , but I whispered it , and he heard it .

"I really want to"

He replied , making me look up into his eyes in shock at what he had just said, his tone so quite and gentle , it felt as if I were hallucinating

He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath , as he grabbed me by the waist , and pushed me to the side so violently I lost my Balance and fell to the floor

"Fucking strangle you"

He said as he opened the door and left , slamming it behind him, making me flinch

I started to cry again, he didn't have to do that, he knew how badly hurt I was, but he still did that to me, i couldn't get up after that, so I  just laid down , slowly dozing off , I couldn't do it anymore. I just couldn't, he was doing too much , it's better to die than be tortured for the rest of my life