chapter 34

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"Take it as a warning if I again notice you being close with that So-called boyfriend of yours so  you can't even imagine what I can do" His each words made you sob more loudly as you were not aware of what should you do now, he picked the pictures and again stuffed them in the box but one of the picture caught his eyes as he scanned it with a smile before showing it to you, you gulped gazing at the picture

It's just you sleeping on his chest with a marker in your grip and his face decorated with various types of flowers, It seems like he took a selfie of you both when you were sleeping after using your artistic brain on his face

You rolled your eyes shoving the picture away from your face, "We're in our mid-thirties and you seriously playing these sick games with me?" You finally let out as he hummed before grazing at more pictures of you both

"Sick games? I already told you it's just me claiming back what eventually was mine" He again let out but in a raspy tone as your eyes were kept on shedding tears, fear of being away from Taehyung, fear of Seeing him devastated after finding out about your pictures, fear of losing him engulfed your whole body.

"Claiming back? What me?" You pointed your index finger toward yourself as he faced your face and finally noticed all the tears running down your cheeks "If I was seriously yours in the place you wouldn't have left me for Hana" You uttered wiping your tears harshly as he extended his hands toward your cheeks but you slapped his fingers away

"No Stop fucking touching me" You stood from the bed and got on the floor and Slightly yelled in his direction, he also stood from his place and almost towered over you
" Listen to me we can again work, just trut m-" You cut him off and Slightly pushed him away from you as he kept on stepping toward your trembling figure

" work this out? YOU SERIOUSLY THINK WE BOTH CAN FUCKING GET TOGETHER AGAIN AFTER EVERYTHING?" You shouted at him as you caressed your trembling arms and sobbed looking at his face

"If you really think we can work out again so Can you watch another guy roaming his hands on my body? Can you watch another man touching the parts of my body that are just seen by you or touched by you? Can you let other men fuck me for straight five years and you will not raise a single voice about it, look it's easy you will not get permission to touch me but he will, he can take me wherever he wants even if it means the same bed where once we celebrated our first night as wife and husband. See him taking me on dates and then a few years later I just want to throw a wedding of us and get pregnant by hi-" He cut off your words this time as he pushed the glasses on the nightstand and the thin sharp pieces of glass grazed his skin as the blood trickled through his hands and knuckles

You shivered looking a him as you fell on the floor on your knees, your messy hair almost covering your face as you tried your best to rub your trembling arms, you kept on hiccuping while looking down that you didn't even notice when he also got on his knees in front of you his bleeding fingers caressed your cheek as the blood trickled through your cheek to your neck

"Stop it whatever you said was more than disgusting, Look what happened now, DO you want us to keep fighting like this huh? It's utterly disgusting. It's hurting my brain to even visualize it, I can't fucking hear your words" he let out as a smile crept on his face when you didn't move or try to push his hands away from your skin again, he moved his face closer to you until he was able to see your eyes gazing at your lap and the blood which was now covering your shorts and lap too

"Disgusted? you can't even listen to or imagine it right? But do you know what jungkook? I've seen the love of my life fucking another woman for 5 years, I've seen them doing it in front of my eyes, I've seen them getting married and even the guy to whom I devoted myself  got her pregnant and you are saying you can't even hear it or imagine the scenario, stop it jungkook, once a glass is broken it will remain like that and still if you are trying to fix it the cracks on the glass won't fade it will always be there as scars and keep reminding the people about its ugly past" You let out as your Lifeless eyes moved toward his eyes which was already looking at you, He cupped your cheeks with his bleeding fingers as he moved his lips closer to yours but before he can go a little further, you pushed him

"I love Taehyung, I can't even think of someone else or even someone's touch on my body, I have devoted myself to him. He's the reason I gave my life another chance, He's the Land where my feet crave to be on, he's the moon of my night jungkook. We were together but I'm not yours anymore, you are not mine anymore, it was our past that should be kept as a past only. It was a bitter-sweet memory with you but with Taehyung It's just the warmth and his sweetness engulfing my body, I've felt him in my skin. I let you go to welcome him and I don't think so that now I ever want to be apart from him. Just go away jungkook, let me live in peace, We were not meant for each other, Just go away jungkook" his breath stumbled as he again tried to touch you but you backed off as his hands stayed in the air

His lips trembled as the blood kept on trickling from his injured hands, tears slipped through his eyes making you think he finally understood that whatever he was trying to do was wrong, he realized his mistake but you were again proven wrong when he started laughing, and cupped your cheek forcefully and almost hovered over you

"Stop this crap, If I want you again that means I fucking want you, I don't care whom you felt attracted to or with whom you want to be, naming few seconds of relationship  as the love of your life is not justified enough. If I was just your past so I will fucking make sure to be your present  and future again, My words and my skin will be the only thing your body will remember, our sweat dripping together just like my blood trickling through your skin,Obey me before it's going to be my gun and his head love, Just listen to me and love me"

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Tbc ~
Love you all 💙💜

Dayumm lot's of wordings of y/n in this chapter and guess what I wrote it while listening to 'Ae dil hain mushkil' which was hitting me hard tbh, it almost made me tear up lmao

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