in front of my mirror

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credits to Adicohen6 for the idea, but i will be making a bit of changes to their request
(not in this part)

reputations pov

i got home, i sat on my desk and did my homework.
after about half an hour i was finished, i got up and washed my face then brushed my teeth.
i hadn't taken my clothes off yet.

i took my shirt off, i stared at myself in the mirror, my stomach is really chubby.
no one will like me if i'm fat.
i look so weird, why do i look like this?

i took my pants off, my thighs are so big.
i'm barely a girl.
i'm living for the thrill of hitting myself where is hurts, give me back my girlhood, it was mine first!

if it wasn't that bad that i didn't look like a girl, i'm intersex.

i mean yeah i do have a big dick but "11 inches hard and 9 inches soft" won't make me thinner,
let alone look better!

i stood there, crying infront of the mirror,
next time i'll be in the cliffside screaming.

i put on my pajamas and sat in bed watching videos on my phone,

"VULTURES!! DINNER!!" my dad yelled out

why did he call out my brothers name?
usually my mom calls us down anyway.
i got up and went downstairs,

"why the fuck did u go down? ur name is reputation not vultures" my dad looked at my blankly, annoyed

"dinner?"

"not for you, make yourself something, since your so grown up and you can manage what time you come home!!"

i went to the kitchen, i grabbed a rice cake, checking the nutritions in it then eating it.

i went back to my room

i sat down watching insta and tiktok.

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