I'm mortified that there are rarely any updates, and i'm sorry i'm not keeping this project constant, as much as i'd like to.
I really want to, i'm trying, but i'm still extremely shook by the whole situation; i feel betrayed, angry, but mostly uncomfortable.
I am not sure if i want to make the decision to completely remove Wilbur's character from my story or if i should simply wait it out.
There has been a lot of shit going on with George aswell, which i am so displeased to hear, and I just wonder what will be next.
These are content creators, but mostly people, that i have supported and appreciated for years now. I don't know if i can really ignore everything.
Also, this is really badly written, but I can't put the effort to think it out.
I am totally burnt out and school is draining me completely; I have been having complications with my mental health as well lately, and I can't really think about this right now.
Please, please be patient. I never stop thinking about you, about these scenes i keep dreaming, these characters that are not just characters to me, but possibly someone who lived before us, loving in silence.
Anyway, if things get more complicated with ccs i probably will just change everyone and make them other people.
I was hoping that, using fictional characters from a precise lore, i would've felt the presence of a fandom i've loved for years, but if it reveals itself as rotten i'll no longer be okay with representing them in my story.
Give me a couple weeks to figure it out, to finish all that is due academically speaking, and I'll tell you my choice.
Until then, please dont think i've given up. I care about this too much.
Take care <3.
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Sweet tune ( karlnap )
FanfictionSapnap and karl, two best friends, were forced to say goodbye to each other due to karl's success as a singer. After their reconnection years later lust and love accompanied them, twisting completely their balance.
