Verse 1
(Spoken) Denial
I can't see through all the read flags
My mind can't hear the sounds of your past
I can't be who I want to be anymore
I hope your love for me will wash up from shore
Chorus
But there's so much I refuse to see
Because if I do the world will come crushing down on me
I still see us in a hopeful image
But only through a certain lens will I see you again
Verse 2
(Spoken) Anger
Don't mind me I'm still crying
Because that new girl has you dying
And I'm still convinced that you want me back
Anger has already slipped through my cracks
Chorus
There's so much I refuse to believe
Because my heart opened up and you said so much about me
I still see you in a burning image
In the back of my mind, waiting to see you again
Verse 3
(Spoken) Bargaining
Just please come back for me
Maybe when you're twenty three
You would be so mature
And wouldn't have to wait for a stupid girl
Chorus
There's so much I want to have in my life
You'll be older and we can make things right
I'll look at you through a beautiful image
Just waiting for that day I can see you again
Bridge
Can't you see that's loving me
Has ruined my life completely
Now I'm heartbroken as fuck
My heart could never adjust
To normal again
And in my hurting and sorrow
Will I ever see tomorrow
The questions pound my head
As depression rises over my busted shed
Chorus
There's so much I refuse to let my heart linger for
I can't allow it cause it cuts straight to the core
I'll see you in a bright, bold image
Seeing you happy makes me sure I'll never see you again
But I don't want to see you again
Outro
Because I've gotta get over you
And seeing her will make me question what I choose
And so I'll let go of you after all this time
I've just got to accept that you no longer care after your faithful sigh
