I never thought I'd say this, but I can feel a form of fear building in my stomach whenever I need to go to hospitals. How can I explain to everyone about this fear? It's not the same like other men, because I've heard how men are afraid of going to hospitals and getting treated.
I used to stay in hospitals for some periods of time, and I enjoy it.
But I am beginning to fear it, for reasons I think only I understand why.
And if I tell anyone else about it, perhaps I'd cry.
