alright, first "chapter". I don't really know what to do w this but I felt like I needed to do something to share my thoughts & let out the feelings I'm feeling inside. don't you sometimes just get tired of life? like you just wish you could end it all or just sleep & wake up when this sick world is not as sick anymore. but then again we all have those days where life's just amazing & you feel like you never want to die & you just feel
so positive. but those kind of feelings don't last v long.
