My Mute Mate

Chapter 41

I open my eyes in a frantic.
I was in bed Adrian was near me with a worried expression.

"Oh thanks god I tried waking you up but you wouldn't wake up. You fell asleep when we hugged. Lily are you ok? You look pale.."

I stare at him and everything that happened to me in that dreams comes rushing to me all at once.

I back away from him frightened.

I look around trying to figure out if this is a dream.
I widen my eyes as Adrian comes closer to my face.

"Hey lily are you ok?" He asks again.

How do I answer that?
If I say no he would want to know what's wrong and if I say yes he would know I am lying.

I stare at him wondering what exactly happened in my dream.
Was it actually Adrian?
Or was it just an hallucination that my brain made to terror me even more in my sleep?

I feel him place both of his hands on my shoulder.
I stare at him and I feel something wet hit my arm.
I look down and saw a wet tear drop flowing away.

I'm I crying?
I place my hand on my face feeling the tears fall down.
Adrian then embraces me into a tight hug.

I am still in shock on how I acted and how he acted.
But who was that man?
Red eyes?
That's when I realized his eyes do look very familiar like that green eyed man in my dream once.
It couldn't be the same person right?

"Lily why are you crying don't cry princess." Adrian says breaking the embrace to wipe my tears.

I just stare at him like an idiot not saying anything.
I don't know how to reply to him.

I wrapped my arms around him not wanting him to let me go.
I was in denial that Adrian would even do that to me.

"Adrian.." I finally choke out.
"I'm here Lily." He says embracing me tighter.
I released my arms and placed my hands on each side of his face.

I lean toward him and planted a shaky kiss on his lips.
I was still scared of him, but I knew that I love him.

I remove my lips from his and just stared deep into his eyes.
I give him a small smile not knowing what I should do from here.

It was just a dream...
It doesn't mean that it'll actually happen.
Right?

I don't know if Adrian senses my need for him but his eyes just turned jet black.

I widen my eyes in shock as he starts to attack my neck.
I whimpered under his touch.
His mouth was hot and every kiss, lick and bite he gave me made me feel hot.
He was burning my skin in a pleasurable way.

"Adrian...wait..." I managed to say under his touch.
He stops and looks at me.
His eyes still had a dark shade to it.
"I'm scared..." I say looking down at my hands.

It was a sad feeling really.
I felt that I wouldn't be able to satisfy him. I'm not experienced like the other girls he had.

"Lily do you want me to stop?" He asks me.
I shake my head right away.
I want him..
I need him..
I want to experience this with Adrian before one of us dies.
I want to Adrian to be happy, and if it's sex then I'll give it to him.

I want to be connected with him.
I want to be one with him and only him.

"I'm ready!" I was determined to have a good memory with the person I love.
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