Songs I Write

Why?

I wrote this song because I always make up little tales in my head and little stories. I was daydreaming as usual when I thought about this.

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If you loved me
If you needed me
Then why'd you leave
Why'd you leave me
If you didn't wanna hurt me
If you wanted this easy
Then why'd you go
Why'd you leave me alone

Oh
Oh oh

I remember how it started that night
The screams and the kisses goodbye
December felt too cold
It was too cold this time
I remember it all well
You pushed me too hard and I fell
Your eyes seemed so cold
It was too cold this time

And every photograph and memory
Burns in the back of my mind
Replaced with the demons in my room
Trying to climb themselves back

If you loved me
If you needed me
Then why'd you leave
Why'd you leave me
If you didn't wanna hurt me
If you wanted this easy
Then why'd you go
Why'd you leave me alone

Oh
Oh oh

I cried too hard too fast when you left
I should've seen the signs flashing red
Dear self, are you still there
Swinging back and forth on this empty bed
I remember it all well
You made me wings
Then left me in hell
The voices have been taunting my mind since then

If you loved me
If you needed me
Then why'd you leave
Why'd you leave me
If you didn't wanna hurt me
If you wanted this easy
Then why'd you go
Why'd you leave me alone

Oh
Oh oh

If this is the last time
Can I hold on a little longer
Replace the fear in my eyes
But then again I remember them all saying "I warned you"

If you loved me
If you needed me
Then why'd you leave
Why'd you leave me
If you didn't wanna hurt me
If you wanted this easy
Then why'd you go
Why'd you leave me alone

Why'd you say things
You didn't mean
Why'd you steal my heart
Then tear it all apart
Like my paper wings
But now I'm a worn out machine
Why'd you leave
Why'd you leave me

If you loved me
If you knew me
Then why'd you leave
Don't you know how much it's hurting
My mind and my body
Nothing's moving but I'm aching
Why'd you go
Why'd you leave me alone

Oh
Oh oh

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