Beyond the stars (jikook)

The day

Jungkook's POV
I snap back to reality when I feel my hands starting to get wet

I look at jimin's eyes, only to find tears falling down his cheeks again, except this time it was worst

"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no d-don't cry jiminie" I make us both lay down

I put his head in chest while I hold him in my arms, feeling my shirt getting soaked by his tears

I play with his hair while I feel him falling asleep

Damn, I forgot how good it felt to have him in my arms

I used to hold him every night, but everything changed the night I found out that he liked me.

That very night I had found jimin's diary, I wasn't gonna look through it but then something fell out of it. It was a picture of me.

I was taken aback, I then opened to a random page just to see why my picture was in there, that's when I found out everything.

After that I started distancing myself from him, all of this was just too much for me to handle. I started making up excuses so I wouldn't have to be alone with him too much.

I knew it would hurt him, but it was for his good. He knew I liked tae, and tae probably knew that Jimin liked me, and that was probably why he would act different with me when Jimin was around.

I know tae likes me, he has given me signs here and there, and that's why I have decided to ask him out soon. Jimin won't like this, but he'll get over me eventually, and when he does, everything will go back to normal between us, hopefully.

I do miss hanging out with him, very, very much. I miss holding him and just being with him in general. And I hate hurting him, I hate being the reason behind his tears, I hate the fact that I'm breaking his heart little by little, but I know that this is much better than pretending that I have feelings for him.

Author's POV
"Sorry jimin ssi" Jungkook whispers while moving a strand of hair out of jimin's sleeping face. Slowly closing his eyes, and letting his dreams take over

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9:00 am
Jimin's POV
I wake up with a sleeping Jungkook beside me, I take a second to look at his peaceful looking face. He looked so beautiful, I just wanted to look at him forever, but I snapped back to reality when I heard my phone ring

It was a text from tae tae, asking me to go to the mall with him, I replied with a simple "ok" and headed to the bathroom to take a shower.

15 minutes later, I was now looking for something to wear, I threw on a pair of blue jeans, and a white t-shirt.

By this time Jungkook had woken up, and also headed to take a shower. By the time he was out of the bathroom, I had finished styling my hair

"Heading out?" He asked

"yeah, Taehyung wants to go to the mall" I replied to him

He just gave me a quick hum and continued getting dressed

When he was done getting ready we headed to the hotel's cafeteria for breakfast, finding our hyungs and tae already there, enjoying their food

After tae and I were done eating we let our hyungs know that we were heading out to the mall. They all just gave us "ok's" and "alright's" and we left.

About 3 hours later I got a text from jin letting me know that they were all heading to the park in a little bit, and to meet them there. After a few more stores, we headed to the park

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At the park
Author's POV
Jimin and Taehyung headed over to the table where the other members were at

"Hyung!!" Jungkook tackle Taehyung to the floor, laughing and hugging him

A very painful scene to look at through jimin's eyes, but he decided to not show it and just smiled at his hyungs.

After a few laughs and a bit of arguing here and there, Jungkook asked Taehyung to accompany him to look for a bathroom, Taehyung agreed and they left.

This is the part of the day that jimin wasn't looking forward to, at all. His heart sank, and he felt a giant lump in his throat, tears threatening to burst out of his eyes

He excused himself and headed the opposite way of his 2 dongsaengs. As soon as he was out of sight of his hyungs he bursted into tears, finding a nearby bench he sat on it, letting all his feelings out.

A few minutes later he wiped all of his tears, and dialed a number into his phone.

After a few rings the person on the other end answers

Unknown: hello?

Jimin: hyung, do you mind if I stay with you for a week or 2?

Unknown: not at all jiminie, are you ok?

Jimin: yes hyung, I just don't want to be alone right now, I'm on a trip right now, but I'll be heading back early tomorrow ok?

Unknown: yes that's fine

Jimin: alright hyung, thank you so much, I'll see you tomorrow

Unknown: alright, bye

Jimin: bye

And with that jimin headed back to the table where now all of the members were at.

They all looking at him, looking for any sign that he was crying, and in fact his eyes were red and his cheeks were stained with tears, but he smiled at them letting them know that he was gonna be fine.

Following his plan, jimin asked tae to go on the cab with him, which he did, Hoseok wanted to go with them too, and jimin tried his best to keep him away but he ended up losing and just let him go with them

Jimin ended up sitting in the middle, he turned to tae, noticing the nervousness on his face

Tae looked at him, waiting for him to start yelling at him, but all jimin did was smile, a sad but sincere smile.

"I'm not mad at you" said Jimin "I'm actually really happy for you, I know you like him, and you should know that you are my favorite person in this world, there is nothing I want more than your happiness, and I know that he is your happiness" jimin says, tears starting to form in his eyes

"Jimin i-" Taehyung starts caressing jimin's cheek, but gets cut off

"And that's why I h-have decided to leave"