Lonely lovers (Antisepticeye x Reader)

Savior

I could barely remember anything as my body became numb and my eyes shut.

I can't hear anything. I feel as if all sound is cut off. I can't open my eyes, they refuse to open as if they've been glued shut. Is this what dying is like?

I feel as if air fills my lungs after not breathing for years and as if my body had just been jump started. I gasp for air as my eyes shoot open. And there he is, im on the ground, in my room as he holds my torso up in his arms.

"I thought you were dead!" Anti yells in a panic

"W-what..... happened to..... that.... pink.... guy" i struggle to get out as my head is still foggy and jumbled.

"It doesn't matter, all that matters is that you're safe now" he says softly

"W-why though" i ask softly confused of why he would still let me live

"Why what?"

"Why did you let me live? It's not like you love me or any of that bullshit.... did you just.... want me to suffer more.... you thought i had it to easy didn't you?" I begin to assume as tears threaten my eyes

Anti pauses, and the room is filled with silence before he begins to chuckle, "you really think someone would save another persons life just for love, you really are naive!" He says laughing, "no i did it because you're my toy, meaning i will continue to play with you until i get tired of you, wouldnt you protect your favorite toy too?" He says laughing maniacally

I swallow a lump in my throat and quickly stand up before quickly walking away.

As i reach the front door Anti quickly grabs my arm, "where do you think you're going" he growls

"For a walk, ya know cause if you play with your toy to often you'll break it before you get bored of it" i growl back at him as i yank my arm away from him and storm out. I walk around town just looking at everyone enjoying life. Why was it that they're lives had to be filled with people they love and had to be so perfect while mine had to be so lonely and broken.

I feel his grip on my arm as he stops me and i turns to face him, his eyes were blue like Jack's but from being with him for so long i knew it was him, i could tell just by his touch, by the way he stared into my soul, "Anti let go i dont want to cause a scene" i growl quietly at him as i try to pull my arm out of his grasp

"Lets go home!" He yells

I had to think of a name for him so people didnt think im crazy, "Sean let go of me!" I yell back my voice full of fear and horror as i continue to try and pull away from him, i thought i should go with one of the original names his human twin had told me, incase anyone who knew him was around.

People all stare in horror as we fight

"You need to come home!" He growls full of anger

"I never asked for any of this Sean! Why! Why did you do this! Leave me alone!" I yell as tears stream from my eyes as i continue to pull away

"Hey buddy you need to back off, leave the poor gal alone" a guy says as he walks up from behind Anti and places his hand on Anti's shoulder.

Anti tenses up but let goes of me. I collapse to the ground sobbing now. I was realizing what i felt and what was happening. I had an abusive relationship with Anti and i needed to get away from it, but how when he pretty much lives in my house now, i let him put a tracker in me! How would i ever get away.

Anti sighs and glares at me, "better stay guarded y/n because I won't stop until you fucking listen to me" he growls before he walks away

I shake uncontrollably as i sob. The man kneels down to check on me, "ma'am are you alright?" He says

I look up to see he has slicked back black hair and beautiful violet eyes. His was muscular and tall, he had a short stubble and a sharp jaw, he dressed well too, "i-I'm sorry i caused a scene" i say softly as i hide my face while i wipe my tears away

The man gently grabs my hand and helps me up, "thats not your fault, that falls on the arse of an ex boyfriend that is" he says with a sigh

"We never dated, we were friends at first.... but then he became obsessed and started stalking me.... i just found out not that long ago and I've been trying to avoid him since" i say with a sigh  as i wrap my arms around myself trying to calm my shaking as my breath is staggered and uncontrolled

"Thats even worse im so sorry you had to deal with that" the man says as he puts a hand on my back try to comfort me, "are you gonna be alright miss?" He asks sweetly

I nod. I didnt think i would be okay but i didnt want anyone to worry.

I realized i had trapped myself in a corner, I couldn't leave Anti without taking out the tracker, and he would know if i tried, and I can't free myself from him if i dont move so i was trapped, i had to do both before he knew and without him ever realizing, but that would be impossible