Facing struggles together ✓

part :16

After some days

Shivaay was searching something in their cupboard. Accidentally he opened Anika's drawer which he rarely do

"Ohh it's her drawer ", he whispered and was about to close when one pic caught his attention

"It's Anika and this ..... Her mother and father.", Thought Shivaay just then he remembered her expressions which confirmed him that she is her mother

He went towards study room and found her arranging books. He went towards her angrily and pinned her to nearby wall

"Anika why you hided this truth from me ", asked Shivaay angrily . He wanted answers what why she didn't trusted him enough again to share about her past with him

"Shivaay voh....vohh...", Stammered Anika being scared seeing his red eyes and anger. She was scared what if he started hating her

"Stop stammering and say clearly", shouted Shivaay. He just wanted answers. In anger he didn't realised that he was forcing her to tell truth. His nature is like that only. He just want to know every truth by hook or crook

Anika closed her eyes after hearing his loud voice and tear drops started falling from her eyes while Shivaay realised that he shouldn't shout on her so he left her. He can't hurt her even he is angry

"I am sorry", he said and wiped her tears because they were his weakness. He can't see her crying. So rather than hurting her he thought to leave from there to calm himself down after that he will talk about this topic again once normal

"Shi...shivaay", said Anika in chocking voice while crying

Shivaay also started crying after listening her voice but didn't turned because he can't see her crying moreover he can't let her know that he is crying. This truth hurted him also but he controlled his feelings

"Anika why you hided that big truth from he", he asked being hurt. His voice was breaking . He was  trying to hide his crying voice in which he was successful after a minute.

"I.. I thou..ght I ...will lo..ose you", she said in chocking voice

"And why so. Can't you trust me Anika?..", he said in cold and wiped his tears but didn't turned . He don't want to show her that he is getting weak after hearing her answers.

He was regretting his own words as rather than him she is the one who suffered a lot

"Shivaay.... I trust you b...but ... situation", she was cut in mid by him

"Don't blame situation Anika", he said angrily as he knew in any situation he never stopped her to tell truth.

Anika ran towards him and backhugged him

"I am sorry....", She said and pressed her both lips to control her sobbing. He was about to touch her hands and console her but her next words angered him to the core

"Don't hate me Shivaay.... Don't hate me", she said while crying . She thought she will loose him today if she didn't asked him this. She thought Shivaay will hate her after knowing truth

Shivaay jerked her angrily

"How can she think that I can hate her. How can I punish her for her mother sins . I can never let her cry even and hating her is far away. I thought maybe I gained her trust", he thought when she asked him not to hate her