ok so idk if anyone remembers my royal pre-rebirth au for ritpn but uh here's some mitski stuff that satisfies brain for some reason
1) at the time surrounding y/n's death, all I can think abt is 'I bet on losing dogs.' it just makes so much sense to me, her ordering a few of her guards to take her siblings and just run, despite knowing it's unlikely they'll make it a long time. she's essentially betting on losing dogs. they probably won't have a future out there. heck, they might not even make it outside the kingdom, but she's still holding out hope. 'survive. it's futile, I know, but please, just survive.'
2) 'I look up at the gaps of sunlight, I miss you more than anything' fits on the run freya so well. she's much more reserved than when y/n was alive. she's quieter. angrier too, though she hides it well. she's scared and constantly on edge, trying to protect her siblings and help her people stuck in those horrible, horrible farms, she feels so powerless. y/n is gone. her twin, her best friend, her partner in crime, is gone and now she's alone. she can't ask her opinions and ideas anymore. she can't bounce plans back and forth between the two of them until they find a solution. she can't save her people. if y/n was here, they could do it. but now? now, she was just one half of an unstoppable duo, their team reduced to one.
mitski is perfect for angst istg