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My lovely readers,
Hi.
I'm late. I know.
I've failed to keep my promise to you guys time and time again. I keep telling you all that I'd become a better author, that I'd try updating regularly but no matter how hard I try to maintain a routine, all of it eventually comes crashing down.
I'm to be blamed for that. I'm aware of it.
I'm sorry. I'm terribly sorry.
Whenever I'm unable to write something readable, I stare at the blank screen of my laptop thinking, "I'm going to lose my readers. I'm going to lose my safe place."
But every time I gather the courage to reach back, I find you guys waiting for me at the same place where we had last met each other. You believe in me in the moments I fail to even meet my own eyes.
Trust me when I say you're all my haven. I mean it.
I read a message on my board genuinely concerned over my tendency to disappear every few months.
If anyone deserves an explanation for me; it's you guys, my loyal readers.
If you were here around 2019/2020, you'd know that I've been battling depression for some time. Things had gotten a bit better after 2021 and dare I say.. I was happy for those next few years until shit happened, and now I'm at a point where I keep questioning my existence.
I love writing. I love creating an escape world for all of us, but for some time I'd been unable to find joy in anything at all. Things had been awful, they still are.. but I've gotten a bit better at enduring it.
I'm going to start writing again. Hopefully I'd be able to post a new chapter for you all soon.
In fact I already have the first chapter of a Mafia Romance that I wrote some time ago. I wish to upload that so that you guys can enjoy it while I write the next chapter of The Mate Inside Me.
I can never appreciate you all enough for staying by my side and supporting me. You guys hold my broken pieces together.
I love you all.