Tsun Kitten

So... Considering how my stories have been, I'll make sure to update them as soon as I can. I currently have no life other than playing games and streaming them. If you guys wanna watch my streams, message down in the comments. 
          
          On another note, I've been slowly starting to make my music. I want to make a name for myself, but it'll take a while to get there. I love music and I love singing. It's always been a passion of mine that I'd like to pursue. ☺️
          
          I've been getting into Diabolik Lovers and Shu Sakamaki... Oh, my gods. He's so fine. I know there are people who prefer the other brothers, but I prefer the oldest brothers. They're a lot more hot, mysterious, and charming. For the most part, they are. I might end up making an x reader with him. The scenes with him in it are just... .
          
          Should I change my name, by the way? I feel like I should,but I don't know to what. 
          
          Well, I hope you've all been well. I've been on hiatus for far too long, so I'll make sure to update as much as I possibly can. You all have been very patient or you forgot I existed so... Let the writing begin! 
          
          Sincerely, 
          FlavioShipsFelicest

Don't you hate when you get inspiration to write, but you're doing something else entirely? It sucks so much.
          
          To eat or not to eat? That is the question. XD

I got a new phone, meaning new phone number and data. Unlimited. So.. that means I can update my stories out of wifi! Whoo! I'm so happy.. ¡~¡
          
          Anyways, now I can, I hope I'm not too lazy where I don't update them at all. Because everyone gets writer's block. Ah, its so fun.
          
          Well, I hope you have a wonderful morning, evening, or night. I'm off to work! >:3

So, I got a job and a passed my food handlers test all in one day. I have orientation at 11:30 am PST. I can't sleep since I'm anxious and I seriously don't know what to do. I feel like I might mess up and ruin my whole chance. I haven't had a job in YEARS, so I want to do the best I can. I hate being anxious about these things. 
          
          Send help, please.

Damn it!
          
          So I was in the mood to update my stories all because of one song gave me the inspiration. I couldn't write none since I was in the middle of my chores. I was also depressed at the time, too..
          
          Then, my.. I don't know what to call him. Boyfriend, guy friend, I don't know. We haven't made it official yet. ANYWAYS, he kept texting me at the same time. I'm so confused on that, though. People I mostly talk to, or don't at all, message me when I'm doing something. Like, holy shit. I'm busy. Why do people message others when they start or in the middle of something? 
          
          Ugh, I rant too much.
          
          On top of that, I'm waiting for my friend to help me move since I don't have a driver's license and I don't know how to drive yet. The joys of life.
          
          Have a good day, evening, or night.

I'm kinda back. Before I try to do my newer projects I'm planning, I'm finishing up my older works and rewriting them. So the ones that you guys like and read, they'll be unpublished then published when I'm done fixing them.
          
          I hope that it's okay. I'll try to be more in touch, but I can't guarantee it. After all, I'm still packing to move and I haven't been on Wattpad in a while. Besides that, looking for a job with covid is seriously hard since I need money coming in to help out my family and to help me move.
          
          It's gonna take a few years until my creature series comes out and maybe a year until I finally get to the new My Amour book. I just need to situate my life and stop being stressed out. Which reminds me, do any of you know the best ways to not stress yourself? I really need guidance with that.

I've been reading manga lately since I have writer's block for all my stories thus far. Sadly, the more I read manga and webtoons, the more I want to a certain genre. It's gotten to the point where I literally wrote down the characters, the plot, what I want to do with it. Even the animals.
          
          If you haven't noticed why I seem so shocked, it's because I never do this much brainstorming on a story. I go with the flow when I have it. Why do I want to do a fantasy romance? *sobs and complains*

Why does my family always start shit with me? Honestly. It's like always my fault. All they do is yell and blame me. I didnt do shit to them. I give and give and give since I'm "nice," but they dont appreciate anything. I gave them 300 dollars for bills and then some. I help with the groceries. I dont get shit in return for all that I do for them.
          
          On another note, I just found out who Jungkook is. I'm not much into K-Pop, but I like Japanese music. Weird. My friend had me listen to BTS new song: Dynamite. It's catchy, but not my type of music. She's a huge fan, though. A fangirl.
          
          My life is messed up right now. What to do, what to do. *sighs and bows*
          
          Have a good day, evening, or night.

I can't believe I was so damn stupid! My ex already had a fiancé for years now and is also a sex offender. His sister in law told me this shit. I'm so done with liars.
          
          Why cant life ever pick a good thing for my life to happen? I was lied to for 4 years! 4 damn years. I can't believe this, but it was to be expected.
          
          Still sorry about the lack of updates. Have a good day, evening, or night!

So, uh.. My boyfriend and I are no more. That's why there's a lack of updates, yet again. He.. hurt me so much this time and I cant stand it. He blocked me on everything without saying a damn reason why. I'm confused, hurt, betrayed, heartbroken. I love him, but apparently he doesnt love me. All I see that I was to him was a toy that's finally being thrown away.. My suicidal thoughts are back.
          
          I'm sorry. Have a great day, evening, or night.