Jisungs_Toaster
BRO I FARMED SO LONG BUT NO NO I DONT PULL BOOTHILL IN 20 PULLS. I PULL THIS LITLLE BITCH NAMED NATASHA. SHE CAN DIE I DONT NEED HER
Jisungs_Toaster
Jisungs_Toaster
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My life is getting better but why the fuck am I getting fucking worse?
I have friends now. It's the first fucking time I actually have friends and not just one person who is "friends" with me to feel better.
I hate myself
I can't do anything right
I can't even feel right
I'm so messed up
darkbloodstay
@Jisungs_Toaster can i help you, cayd? <3 Life will get better one day. And it's okay to be messed up, ya? <3 I love you <33
Jisungs_Toaster
Getting friends is so scary like what if they secretly hate me? What if I'm not good enough? Is it okay for them that I don't like being touched? Am I doing something wrong? Like it's scary
blnksty
@Jisungs_Toaster feel you but i don't think you're doing something wrong and I'm sure they don't hate you
Jisungs_Toaster
HOME WIN FOR CHARLES YAYYYYYYY
Jisungs_Toaster
Song of the day Zittern by Yu
(In my Yu era rn)
Jisungs_Toaster
Moshpit moshpit auf den Nazis wir trampeln auf den schädeln dieser hasserfüllten Wesen
Moshpit by Yu
rainyfridayonyx
@Jisungs_Toaster natürlich, aber kennst du ja definitiv schon (wegen der nachricht auf dem nachrichtenboard)
Jisungs_Toaster
My dad just told me that I'm not family to him anymore :]
rainyfridayonyx
@Jisungs_Toaster im sorry to be mean, but your dad is an idiot. You deserve so much better
Jisungs_Toaster
How can someone actually love their parents?
Like yea they raised me But that's their Job...
They are just 2 grown ups Living in the same house as me and giving me food
Im not trying to be rude or anything but I just kinda don't get it?
You are just born or raised from them and then everyone expects you to love them
I don't like their personalitys or anything.
If they weren't my parents I wouldn't want to know them
Idk it's just weird
Jisungs_Toaster
@blnksty but that's the thing I don't get. Maybe they are good persons but they are just your parents. They are just people yk? I have no attachment to my family even tho my parents try and even if i had ofher parents I would neither. I just really don't get it. Sry I'm not good at explaining my feelings and im sorry if this sounds rude or anything but I'm trying to understand
blnksty
@Jisungs_Toaster i think it really depends on the person's. Parents are still humans so they have a personality and sometimes they are not the best humans with not the best personality. Just bc they are parents is not the reason I love mine, I love them bc they are good parents and persons But you are loved and you love people and maybe not your parents but you're a great person<©
Jisungs_Toaster
Bro im getting spamed from watty that there is a person who is worried about my mental health and that I should talk to someone
Whoever you are thank you but I got this text from watty 4 times now
darkbloodstay
How are you? <3