VanaTheDevilishAngel

I swear, I'm going to delete every book from this bloody account and not feel bad at all cause I can't make myself live knowing such embarrassment exists on any sort of platform and be OK with. You guys will forget or stop missing, if you even liked any of these, within a day and you'll find better things to read. 

LeannGrumpyHead

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@VanaTheDevilishAngel NOOO PLEASE NOT THE ONESHOT ONE PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT U CAN LOG OUT BUT PLEASE PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT, I SWEAR THIS IS THE CURE FOR MY FUCKING DEPRESSION,ILL FUCKING KILL MYSELF FOR IT DUDE PLEASE, THIS IS THE ONLY TIME IM BEGGING SOMEBODY....
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Amy_CP

@ VanaTheDevilishAngel  Awww, that's a bummer! I liked them a lot! But it's okay! ^^ They're your books and you can do whatever you want with them! ^^
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VanaTheDevilishAngel

I swear, I'm going to delete every book from this bloody account and not feel bad at all cause I can't make myself live knowing such embarrassment exists on any sort of platform and be OK with. You guys will forget or stop missing, if you even liked any of these, within a day and you'll find better things to read. 

LeannGrumpyHead

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@VanaTheDevilishAngel NOOO PLEASE NOT THE ONESHOT ONE PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT U CAN LOG OUT BUT PLEASE PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT, I SWEAR THIS IS THE CURE FOR MY FUCKING DEPRESSION,ILL FUCKING KILL MYSELF FOR IT DUDE PLEASE, THIS IS THE ONLY TIME IM BEGGING SOMEBODY....
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Amy_CP

@ VanaTheDevilishAngel  Awww, that's a bummer! I liked them a lot! But it's okay! ^^ They're your books and you can do whatever you want with them! ^^
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VanaTheDevilishAngel

Guys, listen up cause this is important.
          
          I've been getting sexual links in the comments of my books by these weird accounts and if you see them before I report and delete them, don't press the link. I'll try my best to report and delete all of them as soon as I possibly can but if they start showing up on your account anywhere. Don't. Press. The. Link. Report the account, the comment and then delete immediately. 

Amy_CP

@ VanaTheDevilishAngel  I have this going on as well! Thankfully links sometimes don't work in the comments for me- Been doing the same a everyone else: Report and delete- Such scumbags-
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inksanslove229

@VanaTheDevilishAngel that the gods I'm not the only one that has been getting them
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Omniknight11

@VanaTheDevilishAngel that's exactly what I've been doing. 
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VanaTheDevilishAngel

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Y'all ever just look at the bullshit you created here when you were 13 or so and then have the strong urge to unpublished and edit everything completely or you'll never be able to continue them?
          
          Yeah, me too, when college isn't killing me I'll get to doing that. 

Amy_CP

@ VanaTheDevilishAngel  That is honestly such a mood, lol
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Omniknight11

@VanaTheDevilishAngel this is why I rewrote a whole story. I want to rewrite everything because it's just cringe to me 
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erlebnissjess

@VanaTheDevilishAngel You’re right. They aren’t. They literally blackmailed me and told like—almost everyone in the class. I can’t trust anyone about anything cause they jumble my words and say things that I NEVER SAID! They aren’t my friends, but somehow they still consider me as one.
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VanaTheDevilishAngel

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Ok y'all, I gotta figure out what's causing this and I know Google won't help so I'm just gonna say it here
          
          Whenever I'm in bed and ready to shut down my mind in order to sleep my heart rate rises in two seconds and I'm filled with anxiety for no reason at all. I'm not even thinking of anything stressful before bed, I could be making cute scenarios of my fav OTP (which is not uncommon) and the moment I stop in order to sleep, BOOM, high heart rate and anxiety to keep you awake a little longer for no fucking reason.
          
          Am I the only one that goes through this? If this happens to anyone else when y'all tell me why it's happening cause I just want this to stop so I can sleep peacefully again

VanaTheDevilishAngel

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@Omniknight11  shit, not sleeping isn't really an option since I'm in college and my course is more about doing practical work out in nature, pruning, cutting down trees and ripping out invasive species.
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Omniknight11

@VanaTheDevilishAngel You're not the only one, and unfortunately, there isn't really much to fix it. The issue arises from certain triggers that link to a memory being stressful or fearful; you won't know what the cause is as you can tell. Usually, fear is the main reason. I find pacing, scribbling, typing (nothing specific, just something to get your thoughts out) help. 
            That's my advice. 
            Unfortunately, now I stay up for hours on end, becoming sleep deprive.
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VanaTheDevilishAngel

Pretty sure most of us basically live through each story we read in books or online so when we are at our deathbeds and having our memories flash before our eyes does that mean we get to relive all of those imaginative lives before our last breath?
          
          If so, I can't wait till I die!

Amy_CP

@ VanaTheDevilishAngel  Omg, yes! 
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VanaTheDevilishAngel

@Amy_CP or ancient forest with some nearly unnatural beauty to it
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Amy_CP

@ VanaTheDevilishAngel  your own flower shop? 
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VanaTheDevilishAngel

Soooo..
          
          I drove a tractor today. That was fun. Never thought I'd ever get the chance to learn but I did.
          
          That's all.

Amy_CP

@ VanaTheDevilishAngel  I was always worried I'd run everything and everyone over, lol
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VanaTheDevilishAngel

@Amy_CP yeah same! I was worried I'd tip the thing over with me inside it! Never thought I'd drive at the age of 16
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VanaTheDevilishAngel

I just searched on Goggle and it says humans have a 95% chance of going extinct in 7,800,000 years. That's way too long for me and the chance of survival is far too high, can we decrease the years and lower the survival chances please?

Amy_CP

@ VanaTheDevilishAngel  I mean... Yeah, technically you're right. People often say: "The human is his own biggest enemy." and I understand more and more why... Humans suck! 
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VanaTheDevilishAngel

@Amy_CP our kind has been way too toxic to the entire galaxy to be allowed to live for more than 50 years max
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