bratty-nat
life is great (partially joking) - so i was initiated last night for my co ed service frat and there was an event a few weeks ago going to a haunted house so i went and that was big little reveal day and we were trying to figure out how i was paired w my big (dw i’m happy i was) and then we asked someone else who her list was (who she wanted as a little) and she said that i was first on her list but anyways now idk if it’s all platonic bc it would be so much worse if we were actually big little but she is bi (verbal confirmation) - bc at initiation there’s a photo of us w two other ppl and our heads are leaning against each others and then today we were sitting in another building and i was laying my head on her shoulder for a rather long time (hour plus) and sometimes she did the same (we were staring at work and solitaire) anyways idk what’s going on but i’ll keep y’all updated bc i stg if i’m slowly falling for someone who either probably only sees us as good friends and slowly falling also hurts like a mf when you don’t know and can’t tell how the other person feels