milkcartonangel

I haven’t looked at this account in a long time, but seeing your messages and posts here has made me really emotional, so I thought I would post something for you. I really love all of you so much, and I still think about you every day. I feel like we grew up together, and the years you gave me have been the most precious gift. I work full-time now at a job I really love and appreciate, have different passions and interests than I did when I was 15-24, and don’t listen to or support Twenty One Pilots anymore (as you already know). I’m still the same old Mems, though, just with different commitments. I’m considering posting the stories I still have access to on ao3, just so you can keep them safe for me. I realize now that they never belonged just to me, and I feel very sad reading about the impact these stories had on you, only for them to be taken away. I think it would be okay with me if they were posted somewhere I don’t have to think about, as long as that means they can be available to the people who need them again. I doubt very many of you check this account anymore, but for those of you who do, let me know if that’s something that would help you. As always, I just want you all to be happy. Goodnight. I love you. Say your prayers. 
          	 xo-Mems

downhilldaisy

i’m coming back to this, my first response was rushed and panicked and i feel bad lmao
          	  i’ve started a life of my own since i last read your books and there is not a day that goes by that i don’t think of them. i’m dead serious when i say they changed the fiber of my being. you inspired me for many years to start writing myself and while it’s not something that i’m passionate about anymore that time still holds some of my fondest memories. you created a beautiful community here and i’m still thankful for it everyday!! to be able to read your writing again would be such a blessing and a gift. i will love you and this space forever mems <3 
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kaleidoscopeshards

literally redownloaded wattpad just to check on you haha. it’d be lovely if you did repost them on ao3, i think your stories did have a real, tangible impact on a lot of people’s teenage years. super glad to hear you’re doing well also, hope all continues to go well with your job and life in general x 
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aarcanic

@milkcartonangel PLEASE I WOULD DIE I LITERALLY JUST TEXTED MY FRIEND ABOUT HOW MUCH I MISS THEM BEFORE I CHECKED THIS ACCOUNT 
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CarvedOnBones

Memily, I thought I'd come by and give you some love.
          Back when we interacted, my username here was @/SwallowedFeels and I had also created a Twitter account to tweet all the songs that made me think of Sacrificial Lamb.
          I still think about Batibat from time to time :)
          Your stories were something else, truly. I hope you still write. For yourself. Prose, poetry. I hope you still use that amazing gift of yours, that gives life to words.
          I've started listening to Ethel Cain not long ago and she's such a vibe. It made me think of your artistry.
          I sing your praises to anyone I meet that is into fiction. Any kind of fiction. Fanfiction too. Your stories were more than fanfiction, more than a ship.
          I love that you did your absolute best to raise awareness about societal issues, using your gift.
          I hope life treats you good. If it doesn't, it's okay too. We don't owe personal success and happiness to others because we've "disappeared" from a platform where we used to interact with them.
          I love you Memily.
          Be safe, be well.
          ♥

milkcartonangel

I haven’t looked at this account in a long time, but seeing your messages and posts here has made me really emotional, so I thought I would post something for you. I really love all of you so much, and I still think about you every day. I feel like we grew up together, and the years you gave me have been the most precious gift. I work full-time now at a job I really love and appreciate, have different passions and interests than I did when I was 15-24, and don’t listen to or support Twenty One Pilots anymore (as you already know). I’m still the same old Mems, though, just with different commitments. I’m considering posting the stories I still have access to on ao3, just so you can keep them safe for me. I realize now that they never belonged just to me, and I feel very sad reading about the impact these stories had on you, only for them to be taken away. I think it would be okay with me if they were posted somewhere I don’t have to think about, as long as that means they can be available to the people who need them again. I doubt very many of you check this account anymore, but for those of you who do, let me know if that’s something that would help you. As always, I just want you all to be happy. Goodnight. I love you. Say your prayers. 
           xo-Mems

downhilldaisy

i’m coming back to this, my first response was rushed and panicked and i feel bad lmao
            i’ve started a life of my own since i last read your books and there is not a day that goes by that i don’t think of them. i’m dead serious when i say they changed the fiber of my being. you inspired me for many years to start writing myself and while it’s not something that i’m passionate about anymore that time still holds some of my fondest memories. you created a beautiful community here and i’m still thankful for it everyday!! to be able to read your writing again would be such a blessing and a gift. i will love you and this space forever mems <3 
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kaleidoscopeshards

literally redownloaded wattpad just to check on you haha. it’d be lovely if you did repost them on ao3, i think your stories did have a real, tangible impact on a lot of people’s teenage years. super glad to hear you’re doing well also, hope all continues to go well with your job and life in general x 
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aarcanic

@milkcartonangel PLEASE I WOULD DIE I LITERALLY JUST TEXTED MY FRIEND ABOUT HOW MUCH I MISS THEM BEFORE I CHECKED THIS ACCOUNT 
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AmenYuun

Hi, you probably won’t read this but I still think about your fanfics, and I can see im not alone here. there was something so captivating about them, they were my favourite on wattpad. I started to listen to Nicole thanks to you and I’m still her fan until today. I hope you’re doing great, whatever you’re up to these days!

AndrewGarfMarryMe

I will forever miss these stories genuinely I must think about them at least once a week I’d sell a kidney to read fleurs captives and lividity again

nemothefurry

god fleurs captive was so good  
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a_bent_cigarette

i miss them so much :( 
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