souadiiii

Happy birthday to me ❤️ #20

richoffslutz

happy birthday!!
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stunnabitchleahh

happy birthday pooh!!
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souadiiii

Just got my makeup done I look a mess 
          
          Literally in tears wtff

souadiiii

this message may be offensive
@projectysl LMAOOOOOO. But no I took that shit off I’m so angry cos it’s such a waste of money smh
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projectysl

LMAOAOAOOAOAOAO THIS KILLED MEEEE BABES ARE YOU OKAY??
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souadiiii

Mental health is important, please take care of your mind. Please read…
          
          Yesterday I opened up to my sister about my mental battles and the bad things I’ve felt in the past. I battled it for two years alone until I couldn’t do it anymore. I felt so happy that I did it and I am finally taking the steps to get better. 
          
          This is all very new to me. I’ve never been through anything like this before so even tying this feels unreal lol. I never thought I would go through this. A lengthy battle by myself. Not feeling myself and just feeling miserable all the time. Having horrible thoughts. Being confused etc. 
          
          I am going to start seeing a therapist (lol now I don’t need to do my annoying azz rants on here anymore). I’m really happy about that. This is a really huge step and although it’s such a different experience for me I’m still glad (and nervous).
          
          Honestly I’m writing this to say never give up. If you’re struggling please open up and deal to a trusted person. Someone who won’t judge you or just label you as crazy. Take your time. Please seek professional help also. And please don’t hesitate to contact me. I’ve experienced it first hand so I truly understand. 
          
          I’m still feeling the same way I did but God  knows I feel happy that I’m making the moves to finally better myself and become who I truly want to be. And that’s free from mental health issue. 
          
          Love u guys *kisses*

souadiiii

@stunnabitchleahh thank you so much girl I appreciate you❤️
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souadiiii

@teeetales thank you so much ❤️. And absolutely, it’s so damn important! I’m also so sorry for your loss, sending you so much love girl *hugs*
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teeetales

@souadiiii no foreal people should start taking care of their mental health. Just lost a friend to mental illness. Glad you are taking the necessary steps to insure your wellbeing ❤
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souadiiii

Can all my fav authors just update their books please omg ! Like where have you guys disappeared too :(  going through a depressive episode and all I have are my books I need yalllllll

BigGlo222

Realll, one of mine just started posted again
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souadiiii

Bae I love you, you my everythingggg

souadiiii

@lnaaaaa11 lmaooo no queen & yeah from the new sexy red song 
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lnaaaaa11

oh nvm i realise where it from know lmaoooo
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lnaaaaa11

ouuu u got u a man ?lol
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jpwrldx

nfs ?

sadianextdoorr

it means like need new friendssss
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souadiiii

@jpwrldx yesss of course ! You can follow my insta @itrealllyisnti
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jpwrldx

new friends lol
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souadiiii

I’m bored, what y’all doing ? 

c4shpariss

Nothing I'm so boreddd
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souadiiii

@11st4rrr I feel you girl, life is boring atm smh
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souadiiii

@jpwrldx ooo I need to catch up with that and bmf ! But I’m doing nothing, scrolling my life away sis
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souadiiii

I wanna write a book low key but nobody uses this app like that anymore 

iiLoveeeYouuu

ik im late but ill read it fs!!! i feel like all these authors done abandoned us readers.
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secretlifeofanisa

girl I’m on here everyday looking for updates and reading post ittttt
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