Hello my lovely friends!
Long time no see. I’m sorry for being no where to be found. The last six months have been a whirlwind that I thought I’d share for you all to know.
TW - mh, ed, health etc
For two years, I wrote these stories for you. They were the light of my life and brought so much happiness to my darkness and you were all apart of that. I hyperfixated on those stories for so long. But for the last six months, I’ve been focusing on myself. I recently was diagnosed with neurodivergence and I’m back on antidepressants. It’s been tough, I won’t lie.
Through some trials and tribulations, I’m now seeing another psychologist too and focusing on myself and my health.
I’ve also had some physical health issues too - I’ve been losing lots of weight, hair falling out, body failing me. I’m in and out of hospital and the doctor is now my best friend (haha) but I’m on the upwards climb!
But with some better news, I have an amazing girlfriend who I’ve been with nearly 6 months now and is the person who I love more than anything. She has been my rock; my person.
I never thought I’d find someone like her, but I did.
Anyways, I have always regretted leaving you all in the dark - it hurt me knowing I hurt you or left you without any reason. I’m sorry. I probably won’t be back, at least not for a while. But this is my update.
Until next time.
‘Syd’