flowers and words

Hey friend (:

Thanks so much everyone!  

https://youtu.be/bpbZqMJ-B44?si=AD_avdFjPHqbOsFF

It’s so annoying when your family thinks they pay attention to you when they really don’t. 
          
          My mom when she talks to me all she does is rant about my sister and her boyfriend, and my sister and her boyfriend only ever talk about themselves, and my only real friend that I see has gone away for a summer internship. 
          
          I’m very alone. 
          
          My mom says I need to learn to listen to others talk and it’s not always about me but I am always the one listening. I never get to talk about what I want to. I want someone to take interest in me. And yet when I try to visit with my online friends my mom yells at me for always being on my phone. 
          
          I’d be on here more if not for that, seriously.  
          
          I’m sick of being the responsible, listening, unselfish, obedient one. It’s never done anything for me. I’m ready to completely snap and give up on God because I am tired of waiting for Him to heal my family. I don’t want to, believe me, but I’m so sick of being disappointed. I’m scared to trust anyone anymore, and think no one really wants me. 
          
          Sorry for ranting but I don’t know who else to say this too. It’s safer to say it to strangers on the internet. 
          
          Would appreciate prayers and encouragement 

Hi!! I have a book on here that I'm working on called "Home and Holidays" and it'd be but awesome if you could check it out and leave comments if you like it!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you so much!!!!

Y’all I need inspiration! 
          Give me some prompts, project ideas or something please! 
          
          Also I will be adding to the Perfect Bird soon. 

Do u publish on Neobook?

Just so everyone knows the gc on Discord is now girls only just for safety reasons so you will get kicked if a guy. 
          
          But for any of the Christian dudes please still feel free to interact on the conversation board. 

Hey! So sorry to leave the gc i didn’t mean to leave to be rude…i think you understand why i left haha but u can add my discord again separately! 

also, what did ya'll learn in church today? i missed it again, cuz I have a final due. ugh! 
          please let me know and share the verses! I've been missing it.