prefect lover

part 23

Taehyung and jimin their day together. They good bye each other and went to their respective place. Taehyung is nervous to go home. He  lie to jungkook. He is meeting someone behind his back. He feel like he is cheating on jungkook. Jungkook have full right on him now what he is doing which is making him more guilty and frustrated.

He know that he should tell jungkook but he is coward how want both jimin and jungkook happy. They both exceed to reach in his heart. They make their own place in his heart. Now he has to hury someone who is closed to his heart what should he do. This is question ringing in his mind through out whole ride toward home. His guilt is eating him every second , every minute and every hour.

He can't leave anyone of them. He can't choose between true friendship and love. He reach at home but he doesn't have courage to face jungkook. Jungkook is believe in him with close eyes I should not betray him like this.

Taehyung : I should tell jungkook about jimin. First I will tell jimin about this I can't take this guilt. I can't proceed this relationship knowing that he is cheating on his husband. I can't. If jungkook get to know from other it will hurt him more. I myself will tell him. Yes I can. I will tell tomorrow.

Taehyung reach at door and ring door bell as usual jungkook run towards door and open door for taehyung. He take suitcase and he help taehyung to remove his bleacher. As usual when he reach home he feels like like his all tension go away.

He feel so comfort here their is one time he never want to come home because it give him discomfort, stress and whole environment of home is weird which never give him peace. Now his home look so peaceful. He can be whatever he want to be. He doesn't have to show his fake side. He can be real. He can be childish. Their is no one to judge him.

He doesn't know that this mension is home because of jungkook which give him peace is that not love.

Yes it is love who gonna make this dumbass understand when he himself don't want to understand. What is love.

Jungkook came with glass of water for taehyung. He give it to taehyung and taehyung without looking at him take the glass. He gulp the whole water in one ship. Jungkook is thinking that taehyung have hard time in office that's why he looks pale.

Jungkook : how's your day. You are looking pale and tried.

Taehyung : just stress some employees did mistake so I have to correct them . It increase my work.

Jungkook : oh, first  take shower then came for dinner I made your favorite fried rice and kimchi. It is light your mood.

Taehyung : ok you are best

Taehyung say in excitement and hug jungkook without his realisation. Jungkook hugg him back. Good for 30 second. Taehyung detect himself from jungkook after realising what he is doing . He slowly back off. He look jungkook at near and take some step back.

Taehyung : I ammm

Jungkook : if you are going to say sorry  it's ok you are my husband and also friends. In friends hugg are common thing so don't stress you mind.

Jungkook is hurt because taehyung is apologizing for hug. It really disappointing for him. He starting feel that to because his husband he lost his friends now taehyung is behaving awkward. For single touch he is saying sorry. But still inside in him saying taehyung love him but by his behavior he get all his answer that taehyung doesn't love him. He is making false hope inside his heart. He have to move on otherwise he make things more mess.

Jungkook  in mind : I have to done something I can't live like this it is only one day I am feeling like this no no I have to fight just like mom says he Will love me just I have to wait
(In previous part their is seen where in first day of taekook wedding jungkook mom soul came to meet him )

Jungkook fighting.

On other side taehyung is dying in guilt for giving jungkook false hope. Taehyung call jimin

On call :

Taehyung : hello jimin

Jimin :hello tae

Taehyung : did I distrub you

Jimin : you never can distrub me. What's the matter

Taehyung : jiminah I can't hide things from jungkook I am dying in guilt in these two are like hell to me. Can we tell jungkook about us.

Jimin don't answer for few minutes

Jimin : ok tell him but don't tell my name because you know about he will not accept meanwhile you are married so can we take slow. Tae

Taehyung : ok I will not

Jimin : that's good

Taehyung : good night my love.

Taehyung cut his call. When he heard sound of something breaking. He turn around and see a  jungkook whose eyes are blank their are no emotion present in his eyes. His face doesn't saying anything but taehyung can read jungkook like open book now this boy trying to hide his pain.

Taehyung : jungkook listen I can explain everything just listen for once.

Jungkook : taehyung can we  talk tomorrow

Jungkook turn around walk to door he is going to pass when taehyung back hugg him due to contact jungkook say still. He is missing the warm of taehyung  this time it is not a mistake but still it's hurt jungkook.

Taehyung : please kookie just once

Jungkook : taehyung I am not in that mind state that I can handle of situation so please give me time let's talk about this tomorrow.