The boy keeps bugging me. He knows my name but, I don't know his.. He tried to touch me again. I slapped and warned him. He just smiled again. Why? Fucking idiot. I started wearing full sleeves now. Couldn't hide all the cuts with half sleeves anymore.
I tried cutting myself today. Thought that atleast harming myself will hurt. It didn't. It just felt like a scratch. I don't even know what pain feels like.
I want to cry once. I haven't cried for years. Since grandma passed away. She said that I should be happy.
Am I?
-Taehyung