Anuseena moments - by Barbie

Tears of broken... 4

Alternate title: "Pieces of Diary"

Haseena sat down on her desk and switched the table lamp on the dim light on the thick but small diary she touched it before opening the first page

7 December 2020~
She looked at the date carefully and slightly gasped before reading
Ajj ham lucknow ayye hai waapas apne ghar par kya kare mission joh apada hai aur usme ham mile ek khas shaks sai SHO Haseena malik unko dekh kar ajeeb sii becheni sii hone lagi asai jaise koi hamari anmol chiz mil jayee par ha yeh toh sidh hai wo hamari mission mai ek hissa hai aur behna ko ham kaise bhule firse ajj anu...firr toh unhe chedne mai alag hii anand atta hai ham kya kare behan bhi ek hai par chalo desk duty toh mili

Anubhav singh~

Haseena turned the pages and continued reading everything that happened to her and Anubhav mission jeet the lie detector everything on straight

She turned to one page

7 august 2021~

Ajj wo din jabb ham apko bohot yaad karte hai chobis ghante nahi hue par apko yaad karte hue asai hame lagta hai koi khanjar chala gaya hai hamara andar kas hamari yeh kahani puri huwi hoti par kismat wo kaal hai jise koi na badal paya hai na badal payega hame firse wahi dhokebaaz ki parchi pakra dii gayi aur samjhne mai toh nahi par dil ka yeh dard asai hai ki hame bas maan karta hai apke pass akaar apko jor sai gaale laga kar kehde ki ham utna hii prem abb bhi karte hai nahi de sakte dhoka par mazboor hai ham...

Anubhav singh~

Hot tears streamed down her face as she continued reading it
Slow sobs escaped her lips sometimes making her to gather courage to continue reading the stang in her heart getting deeper and deeper as each line hit her more than before she finally came to the day he met her again

24 january 2022~

Ajj ham haseena ji sai firse mile ajj wahi din hai jabb ham roz subah uthkar school mai ganatantra diwas manate thai aur sath hii sath wo din ban gaya ajj jabb hame hamare prem ko sidh karne ka dusra moka mila bohot jyada ajeeb sa lagta hai jabb sochte hai kaisa khel hai yeh maya jaal ki tarah na pass ayye na dur jayee jaise hamari  dhadkan hame waapas mil gayi ho haseena ji...firse sayad kuch karle ham aur iss mission ke baad ham apke sath wo jindagi ko dekh sake toh ham chahte hai .....

Anubhav singh~

Her face crunched a look of confusion
"Par Anubhav nai yeh kyu likha jabki unhone dhoka..." She stopped before saying more and continued... Reading from the parts he felt pain over her death to the happiness he knew she was there for him the day she told him she is haseena every thing ran through her mind like a clip of video

She again gathered courage and looked at the diary before coming to a page

Ajj ek mahina hone ka ayya hai jabb haseena  ji nai hame goli mari hame koi dil tootne ka ahsaas nahi par apni kismat ko bolne ka maan karta hai shreeman asai khelte haina logo ke dilo ke sath khair hame pata chala hame waapas jana hai unke pass mission ke lia uske baad sayad ham kabhi na jayee hamare uss seene mai dard ko abhav karne ki himmat nahi hai hamme....

Anubhav singh~

Her face was clearly blank dry tears and just a emotionless face she can easily say if this diary is fake or really written she closed her mouth with her hands to not let those heavy sobs come out

"Itni chot ham kisiko kaise de sakte hai kyu kiya hamne asai ham haseena malik kaise apne hii jazbaat bhul gaye.. " Her eyes were puffy and red

she looked at the paper file and opened it
Her tears stopped and she quickly read it shock evident on her face...
She wiped her tears when a soft knock came on door

"Haseena ji app jag gayi.. " Amar voice came

Haseena kept the diary and file paper on her desk and quickly laid down on the bed while wiping her tears off

"Amar ji app asakte hai" She replied to the standing amar

He opened the door and looked inside haseena was facing the wall with a small cloth on her top  hiding her face as much as possible

Amar stepped towards her

"App thik haina haseena ji.. " His voice was soft

"Ha...ham thik hai bas kuch der ke lia Rest chahiye.. " Her voice was quit shaky but she managed to form a sentence

"Thik hai phir mai apko bas dawai dene ayya tha app behosh ho gayi thi toh doctor ayye thai unhone dawai dii thi mai yahi rakh deta hu" He said

Haseena just hummed amar kept the medicine and left...

Haseena sat on the bed

"Pata nahi amar ham apke sath sahi kar rahe hai ki nahi app hamare fiance hai.. " She sighed

To be continued...

Bas aur himaat na hai likhne ki
Matlab yaar bohot kam hai ek toh mai apne ek animation project mai lagi jisko karne mai 2-3 mahine lagenge toh wahi hai reason late updates ka...

Anyways good night...