A Place For My Depression

Insecurities

Sitting outside,

Ear pods in my ear,

Watching people pass here and there,

Pretending like I don't care,

But then I saw her,

Knowing out of everyone she was prettier,

Amazing hair and nice smile,

With her dimples fitting her jawline,

Making me ask where was mine,

We are both girls but why ain't I that fine,

One could see she was clearly walking with pride,

Unlike me no stretch marks on her thighs,

It was smooth and clear but not mine,

I didn't have her pride,

I didn't have her smile,

Seeing her wear a crop top,

Made me want to throw up,

Not because she wasn't rocking it,

But because I could never see myself in it,

I guess it's true what they say,

God does have favorites,

With some people having nice smiles and killer looks,

And some best treated like an old and forgotten book,

So don't pity me,

Cause you can't change my reality,

While some people are everyone's dream,

Some people can only but dream.