kash
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Me and gio sat on her bed doing our homework together. well she basically helping me with my math cus that 12th grade math is straight dumb shit ts aggravating asf. I'm on my last question. gio doing history work a lil worksheet.
"this right" i asked passing gio my notebook
We finna graduate in like 3 months ts crazy asf. im debating on what to do. Ik I can go to school for basketball and shit but is that really gone help me with ts I gotta do
I feel like it's gone get me where I need to be fosho but y'all know we been need quick cash not money in 5 years.
I really need a school a school down here so I can make sure ziyah good.
"yeah" she told me
"Hm u deserve a kiss" she said handing me back my paper before placing a kiss on my lips
"u done wit yours" i asked and she nodded
"u got stuff to do td" she asked
"later on tonight" i said standing up
"oh I was say we can have a movie night but nvm" she said and my phone started ringing it was kaso
"yo" i asked putting it to my ear
"wya bitch" he asked
"mf gio house why wassup" i asked
"sb just shot da house up I think ziyah dey by herself and she ain't answering the phone" he said and my heart skipped a beat
"Nigga what?! YALL LEFT HA DEY BY HERSELF" i asked
"her shit going thru to the voicemail" lil said inna background
"I'm otw bru" i said hanging up
"I'll be back" i said grabbing my gun leaving out her house
I got in my car and pulled off while dialing ziyah number it was ringing and den she answered
"hello" she said
"u good Wtf" I asked
"them fucking dummies left me there and the house got shot at, i tired calling them they ain't answer so I walked to Tyra house. I'm done like fr. after my momma passed it's like y'all don't even care about me fr-"
"I take that back kasean u do yo part istg but come on dawg y'all don't think ts bothers me. I'm depressed asf, y'all don't even check on me fr. ask about my mental health nun of dat da way momma use to" she started crying
"Im just a burden on yall ain't it? If momma wouldn't have had me y'all could live y'all life better. like who df leave they lil sister in the house all day with nothing to eat, mf 2 water bottles and don't answer the phone when she call 3x"
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"I'm not going to that house simple" ziyah said
"my daddy don't even be there it's like the nigga forgot he got kids" she said
"Tyra momma said I can stay here til whenever I'm ready to go home" she told me
I watched her walk away and go back inside tyra house. I shook my head and sat there in my car for a minute.
I understand exactly where she coming from tho istg. and Ian even mad at her cus ts she going thru. & she 100% right if momma was here shit would be different and she wouldn't be going thru nun of this.
and I try my best to make sure she good but im focusing on school and basketball i been slacking on her. I make sure she good always but it's nothing like that love, support and affection from a parent and I can't give her that.
Gio
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Right now im outside my grandma house wit lil g, we just pulled up to get something to eat cus yeahhh grandma nisha cooking some ribs and y'all already know I love me some mfs ribs. I'll die behind some ribs
Kasean had family problems back at home, he ain't tell me really nothing but he did say he'll be back later on tonight "so make sure I stay up". he betta hope ion gts after I eat this food cus yeah
"u ready" i asked
"Hy the weed smell should be worn off" lil g said
we both got out and I knocked on the door before walking in, she stay with this door unlocked
"hey babies" she smiled from the kitchen
"Hey grandma" i hugged her
"Hey ma" g said and she hugged him tightly
I walked around the livingroom and admired the pictures of my daddy she had. She love and miss her son so much, she always talking bout him
She always say "my son loved me, he always made sure me and his sisters was good" lmao boy I wish I could've met bruh
"How u been ma" g asked
"good watching rae kids all day everyday" she said referring to my auntie Rae, one of the twins
"I was just finna ask where they at" i laughed
"at riah house with tyra, and tyra friend" she said
"tyra got friends" lil g asked laughing making us laugh
"u aggy boy, y'all come get y'all plate" she said
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"wyd bestie" i said smiling
"tryna get in some panties" dre laughed
"u need to be loyal to yo bitch" destiny said
"okay tell her ass again" i co-signed
"you loyal to yo so called man huh destiny" dre asked and I laughed
"don't laugh best cus u ain't loyal either" she said
"First off bitch gio is single.. and I actually only fuck one person I might entertain mfs but that's bout it" i said
"mhmmm yeah okay" dre said and we all laughed
we having a night smoke and talk on ft, Im really still up cus im waiting on kash to come back he went wit Hasen nem to hit this lick and he think idk that's where he went but I do
"Im surprised gio ain't laid up rn Yk kash damn near stay there now" destiny said
"Girlll u just so messy" i laughed
"yo blunt ain't out yet gio" dre asked
"no" I chuckled
"finna leave yo ass up by yourself cuhh" she said putting her blunt out before getting in her bed
"oh nvm my bitch texted back" she smiled showing her grills, me and destiny laughed and started talking about some other shit
destiny really my dawg. Like even though her momma and daddy don't get along jay managed to keep us close. I love that.
we the only girls it's crazy lmao.
my phone beep and 'kash 🖤🔒' came across my screen, i smiled before telling my friends good night and love them and shit but by the time I did that the phone hung up and he called right back
I should act like I'm sleep ain't it? lmao and is
"hello" i mumbled
"u sleep bae" he asked
"mhm" i mumbled putting the blunt out
"im like 5 minutes away I had stopped and got you something to drink and me some woods I thought u been up" he said
"We been supposed to watch a movie aint it" he asked
"yeah bae we gone still watch the movie im up" i said
"u up up or u just saying dat" he asked
"im outside come open the door" he told me and i smiled
my man my man my man.
