Pheromone Addiction ( Chinese Bl MTL Novel)

Chapter 61

Chapter 61

　　Lu Baiqian felt a little relieved. Sooner or later, there will come a day when he knows very well that Lu Jingyu is an Alpha with a top genotype, and he was born to live in the eyes of others. Even if he is afraid of letting Xin Chen know, it is impossible to keep it a secret.

　　Xin Chen took two steps back, raised the corner of his mouth as if trying to show a smile, but failed again, tears gathered in the corners of his eyes, blinked lightly, and flowed down his cheeks.

　　"I hate you, Lu Baiqian, I hate you." He murmured.

　　"You want a child and don't want me, it doesn't matter, you can take him away and raise him, I know that your family's conditions will definitely be able to raise him well." Xin Chen looked at Lu Baiqian with hatred, "But why did you Are you going to lie to me that he is dead?"

　　"You don't even know how I survived that period of time. I think about it every day, why he died, and I'm going crazy." Xin Chen's tears kept flowing out, his voice The line was also very unstable, but he continued to talk, as if he wanted to vent all the sorrow and pain of so many years.

　　"I can't see the children on the side of the road. Every time I see them, I think, if my child is still alive, how old is he, what does he like to eat, does he like to laugh, would he already be calling me daddy? I always Will I dream of him, I can't see his face clearly, and when I wake up, there is still nothing."

　　"If it wasn't for..., I wouldn't be in this world long ago." He wanted to say that if it wasn't for Xin An, he swallowed it back dangerously, but when these words fell into Lu Baiqian's ears, it was Qi Junhao's credit.

　　Lu Baiqian's heart was cut with blood by Xin Chen's words. He regretted it, and wanted to exchange his life for a chance to start over. What was he thinking at that time, why did he send his child from Xin Chen? Why did you leave Xin Chen?

　　What he was trying to break at that time, the bond between the two, has now become something that cannot be obtained even if one asks for it.

　　Xin Chen was so choked up that he couldn't speak, he closed his eyes and raised his head, trying to control his tears. Lu Baiqian opened his mouth a few times, and finally said in a low voice: "Xiao Chen, it's all my fault. I know that I can't do anything to make up for the damage you suffered, but I think it would be good to make up for some... Tomorrow, I'll take you to see Jing Yu, okay?"

　　Xin Chen said indifferently: "No, you let other people take him out, I won't go to your house, you, I don't want to see you anymore, let me take a look at him, let me know that he is doing well, and see what he looks like , that's enough. As for the blood you want, I'll bring it tomorrow."

　　"I don't want your blood!" Lu Baiqian said anxiously.

　　"Your mother made it very clear to me that it's not a loss to exchange a little blood for the chance to meet him. And I don't want you to die either. It would be even worse if you die and give the child to your parents."

　　"I will not use your blood again." Lu Baiqian emphasized, "I would rather die. If I die, I hope you can take Jing Yu away, provided that Qi Junhao can tolerate him."

　　Xin Chen smiled mockingly: "Why, you refuse now? '50ml a month, it will not cause any harm to the body', this is what the doctor you arranged said, so you don't have to feel guilty Feeling, just use it as before. As for the matter between me and Qi Junhao, don't worry about it."

　　Lu Baiqian still persisted, he repeated: "I don't know how to use it."

　　Xin Chen looked at him coldly: "Whatever you want!"