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Mew's Pov (2 days Back the day of TayNew 's date)

I was at my place watching a K-drama sitting on my sofa with Chopper my dog..... my baby as it is the best way to pass your time on the weekends also because I don't have anything else to do

 my baby as it is the best way to pass your time on the weekends also because I don't have anything else to do

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I don't know why..... but I am so much into this drama these days...... maybe because somehow I am trying to find my happiness in the characters....... well you must be wondering about the story I am watching and why I am so interested in it.....so let me tell you, the story is about a boy who is in love with someone who doesn't love him back

But somehow they get married and eventually, the other person falls for the lead character after some time too

I feel I am hooked to it because I am hoping the same for myself......... I am hoping that one day New will also reciprocate my feelings even when deep down I know that even if New somehow chose me he will never love me......  Yes I know that and that's why I am ready for whatever decision he takes I will be happy with it or I will try to be happy for him because that's much how I love him

Weird right to love someone this much I know but I don't know the reason why I do that either MaxTul always ask me why I am like this......... why I love New so unconditionally and I always tell them that It was not in my hands to fall for him but once I did I couldn't stop giving him everything

I know people might take me as a fool because I love him so much even when I know he might never reciprocate my feelings and that I am not his first choice but for me, he is my world.... the world I choose for myself the world that mean so much to me  

And it's not like I didn't know how he felt he was always very clear about it from the start neither like he ever forced me on anything it was me who gave him my love without any demand in return so I have no right to question him..... he is a pure soul who doesn't want to harm anyone not intensely at least maybe that's why I love this Angel so much even with knowing everything but I can't help it heart want what it wants and my heart wants him  

I know in whatever situation we are it's not like it's New's fault it's destiny that is playing with all of us and someone who is suffering the most is New so I can't even complain

Not when he was even ready to choose me over everyone..... over his happiness a month back but it was me who wanted to give Tay a fair chance......... if you asked me if I regret that I would say No because I can't see New sad even if it will upset me I will always make sure to give him the smile he deserves his my priority and he will be always

I was in my thoughts when I heard my doorbell ringing I got confused about who it could be. I saw on the side clock that it was almost past 11 pm I then realised how long I had in my thoughts to not notice the time also that Chopper had already slept on the couch 

I knew it couldn't be New as he had a date with Tay it was their last date before he would tell us his decision I also knew it couldn't be Tul and Max as they were on their date too so who it could be at this hour

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