Maaliyah
same night
after leaving the party we all went to tae's house and waited for him and rell.
im so scared, i don't know what to do
"i really wonder who that was" nae said
"me too, and i wonder who got shot" i said
i opened the door after hearing knocking, rell and tae rushed in
"y'all good" nee asked
"yeah" tae said
"i gotta talk to you asap" rell told me, walking to the back of the house
"what's up" i asked
"do you know who that nigga was" he asked
"yes— well no"
"what you mean" he asked, "yes or no"
"his face is very familiar but i jus don't know where i know it from. he's the reason i wanted to leave"
"what happened, why you ain't say nun" he asked, eagerly
"when we first went he was staring me down, it was like he shut everything out once he saw me, in the party it looked like he was slick side recording me"
"liyah.. that nigga was aiming for you, but before he pulled the trigger-"
"before he pulled the trigger what" i asked, cutting him off
"i-i killed him"
"rell what" i yelled
he sighed
"bro i know you ain't mad"
"im the reason somebody died" i yelled, "why wouldn't i be"
"it was you or him" he yelled, "and it ain't never being you, i'll do it again and again ion give no fuc-"
i cut him off then kissed him.
"ok rell"
"ian never letting you get hurt" he said
"okay"
"ion want you outside nomore until i figure this shit out"
"i don't even wanna go nowhere, fuck"
"bae you good, i got you, youn need to worry, but next time if some weird shit like that going on, let me know ahead of time"
"okay, im sorry"
"you good"
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3:42am
im just up on instagram trying to see if i followed the boy or what.
just knowing im the reason that somebody's dead, isn't sitting right with me, and i really really need to know who he is.
i know im not gonna get any sleep tonight.
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1:34pm
i woke up hearing my phone ring, seeing it was nee.
"hello" i said, with my raspy voice
"bitch you need to wake up"
i laughed
"foreal girl, how you feeling" she asked
"im okay, could've been better if i got all my sleep"
"alright then bitch, bye damn, just wanted to check on you let me know if you need something"
"i appreciate it bestie" i said before hanging up
i tried to go back to sleep until i heard my phone ring again.
this time it was Rell
"what you want eat" he asked, soon as i answered
"get cane's i guess"
"you guess" he asked
"ion really have a appetite but i know you still gonna make me get something"
"atleast you know, im on my way ight"
"okay"
i didn't even know he was coming over here. he getting besides hisself.
after straightening up and getting myself together i decided to take videos.
yo clear the way, it's sum bad btches comin thru,
i give 2 F's like the letters that are on my shoe
i sung in my video.
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i opened my door for Rell
"wassam baby" he said, giving me a hug
"hey bae"
"how you feeling"
"im feeling ok"
"why you ain't feeling good, eat your food" he said, going get it from the kitchen for me
"i dont have a appetite right now"
"you prolly feel bad cause you gotta eat bae"
"im good Rell"
"if you doing all dis behind dat shit dat happened then ion know what to tell you" he said, eating fries
"i know" i said, grabbing some
"cmon dawg, i thought you wasn't hungry" he said
we both laughed
"but na fr, if you acting like dis cause of dat situation, i gotta know you solid foreal, dis just da beginning"
"im down for you bae"
"you love me" he asked
"yes"
he kissed me
