ANGEL (jungkook × Y/n)

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Your pov

I become stunned and dumbfounded when jimin come towards me with cake in his hand while singing birthday song in his beautiful angelic voice. His lips widely smiling so goes to his eyes. Members join him in middle of the song and sung together for me..

Everyone look so happy. I wonder how dreamy everything is. Till today no one has celebrated my birthday for me. I probably haven't even noticed the day. I don't know when in the year this day comes and goes. Because ever since I born in this cruel world, everything has been going bad. When I was 2, my mother died unexpectedly. Dad spent 10 years with me after that incident. But he also left me alone in this miserables. Despite being with dad he never acknowledged my existence. He used to celebrate my step brother and step mother's birthday. I was just curse to him. How cruel he was. I never had someone who wishes me on my birthday. At first it's hurts so bad, but by passing time, I become used to it.

I'm so overwhelmed by the scene infront of me. They all are clapping and singing birthday song for me. How sweet.

" happy birthday pups" I saw jungkook comes to me and wish me. He have wide smile in his beautiful face. He look so happy. How can I take this moment, this is so unrealistic for me. It's feel like, it will disappear anytime soon.

" i-is this all real?" I ask him with tears in my eyes. I'm not crying but don't know why these tears are coming out from my frowed eyes.

" hnn, so real, just like us..." he then peck my lips to make me realise that it's all fucking real. It's not a dream.

" fuck!" I mumble, I really don't know what should I do at this crucial moment. I feel restless. The joy and fear mixed with love and satisfaction in my heart. I'm afraid that this moment will disappear.

" come... Blow the candles beautiful... And Make a wish fast...." he pushed me towards others where the cake is. I really don't know, what exactly people do when they celebrate their birthday. Everyone's eyes are stuck on me, making me centre of attention. I feel anxious and nervous out of sudden.

I look back at jungkook, wanted to tell him that I don't know, what to do next. I saw in movies that they cut the cake first than blow candle I guess....fuck I forgot. It's all new for me. I don't want them to know that, I'm a naive.

" come on bear.. Do it fast.." taehyung excitedly said. I feel embarrassed out of sudden. Tears threatened to fall from my poor eyes. I feel so ashamed of myself. I always skip the birthday celebrations part in the movies because it always make me sad. Now I'm regretting everything.

" y/n what happened? Do it fast princess, otherwise the candles gonna melt inside the cake" hoseok said cheerfully. I feel pressurized. Why they are not understanding my situation.

Unknowingly I sob so hard and loud in embarrassment. I step back from there, and hugged jungkook tightly. I hide my face in his chest and cry out loud. I can hear members and jungkook's concerning worried voices.

" heyy, pups what happened? Are you alright?" He ask worriedly. I didn't stop my cries. it really feel so ashamed that I don't know the basic things. How pathetic I am.

" Y/n , why are you crying?" Suga aksed me in concern.

I hide my face more into jungkook's chest. I crying more. What a shame..

" ok ok, shushhh, look at me hm? Tell me what happened? Are you suffering with period cramps? Is it hurting?" jungkook mumble to me. It was not that laod so only I can hear him. I immediately shook my head as no.

" then, you're crying because you're happy?" he again asked me with concern. I nod but then again shook.

" h-half half" I mumble. He frown.