Delicate

...right?

•Recommended song for this chapter: Everything Has Changed (feat. Ed Sheeran) (Taylor's Version)- Taylor Swift•
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-Lover-
    I was downstairs getting food for my cat Benjamin when it happened, the doorbell rang. Everyone was upstairs, so I decided to open the door myself. I left the half-full bowl on the counter and hurried towards the door that definitely had a very impatient person on the other side since the annoying sound of the doorbell never stopped. To my surprise, John was standing outside with a grin on his face.
    "Hey Lover, you were just the one I wanted to talk to"
    "John...what are you doing here?" I replied
    "I came back because I realized something..." he said right before roughly grabbing my waist, I tried to free myself, but it was futile, "Maybe you just don't realize you like me, so I might as well help you open your eyes"
    I was scared, he was slowly coming closer, but just as he was around five inches from my face, someone yelled and pulled me away from John, Rep.
    "Get off her" yelled Rep
    "Oh it's you again" said John
    "Glad you missed me" said Rep in a sarcastic tone, "but I believe she made it clear she does not like you", her tone changed to serious while saying that.
    "What are you gonna do about it?"
    Oh...he fucked up.
    Rep punched him in the face, it looked like it hurt because he ran off yelling "you are crazy."
    "COWARD!" Yelled Rep as John got in his car and left. Her tone completely changed when she looked at me. She turned me around to make me face her hugged me,
    "Are you okay Lover?" She asked in a concerned tone.
    I looked at her, our faces were extremely close, which made my stomach twist, I didn't like her...right? She's just my friend and I'm not gay...right?
    "Lover?" Said Rep, stopping my thoughts
    "Yeah I'm okay, you came right on time"
    "Good, I'll kill him if he does anything to you"
    "I don't think he will come any closer, you scared him off"
    We both giggled at the comment, because we both knew he wasn't coming back anytime soon...right?

    "I need to go finish my cat's food, you can come if you want?" I said to Rep after we finished laughing.
    "I would love to, but I need to go get groceries with Debut, who should be down here any second, thanks for the offer though" she replied with a smile.
    "No worries, see you later!"
    "Cya!"
    I left the room to get Benji's food, but the scene of me and Rep being so close kept replaying in my head. After I gave my cat his food, I rushed to 1989's room, I needed someone to talk this with, and she seemed like the perfect person to do so. I knocked and went in the room after hearing a "come in" that came from the other side of the door.
    "1989 I need your help" I said to her in a tone that made it seem like something went wrong.
    "Oh my god, Lover is everything okay?" She replied with a hint of worry in her voice.
    "I don't know, I'm so confused right now, I've never liked a girl, but now I feel like I do, but I can't be sure because I only had boyfriends, and this is getting too complicated" I said and then plopped onto the bed with my hands over my face.
    "That sounds like a lot, but if I'm being honest, it sounds like you are starting to like that person or you have liked them for some time but are now realizing" said 1989 "if I was you I would try to clear up what I'm feeling before saying anything about it"
    "1989 you are the best"
    "Thank you, now let me tell you something..."
    We spent some more time talking and updating each other, 1989 was truly one of my closest friends. But, I could not get Rep and my sexuality out of my mind.

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Author's note: I'm writing this at like 1 in the morning so if it doesn't make sense that's why😭, I'll look over it in the morning tho.
Anyway, have a good morning/day/evening/night!