BROKEN PROMISES

no love left

Fanny's POV
I decided to pay my little fiance alittle visit and give him back his tie.I walked in on him in bed with Mary kissing.

This made me furious.how could he? just when I was about to accept that I had feelings for him.I decided that I wanted revenge and I was going to use Pablo.

Am a despicable person,I never said I was the hero in this book, and I am darmn well the villain.I would prove to Mary and Alex that nobody messes with Estefania.

That night I snuck into Pablo's room.he stood shirtless,he turned around.
Pablo:what are you doing here Estefania.
fanny: I love it when you say my full name.
Pablo:you need to leave.

Fanny: like your wife?
Pablo:you have..(I burst open my jacket dramatically, shutting him up with my body . He tensed up as I came close to him.)
Fanny:you want me,Pablo ,I want you.one Last time.

Pablo: knowing you,I can't let you go especially when I touch you .You need to go.
Fanny: no,are you going to abandon me like you did five years ago (I turned my back to him.it turned personal when I brought that topic up.I shouldn't have done that, because it stirred all my emotions)

He held me from behind.
Pablo: please forgive me (though it was comforting,it didn't feel like it was years ago.It felt void of once emotions.did I still love him?why do I feel nothing but sadness.Sadness that I desperately wanted him to vanquish.I wanted him to pay for what he did to me)

Why did I feel that this was a mistake,it was only vengeance that I wanted,it was anger and anything but love.

Digging through all that negative feelings, there was nothing else I felt for him.This was a mistake.he started kissing my neck,I was about to push him away when Mary walked in.i put on my coat.

Mary:you little bitch(she was about to attack me,when I swiftly shooved her into the bed.I had no time for this.

I walked off,as I descended the stairs I saw Alex.I had no time for him,I climbed down and tried to pass me,but he grabbed my arm.
Alex:what are you doing here?
Fanny: what are you going here?

Alex: I brought Mary home.
fanny;such a gentleman, bringing a Married woman home after fucking her.
Alex: I didnt sleep with her.I know you saw us,my men told me.mary was using me.

fanny: liar.
Alex: I will show you.
(He brought me upstairs,there we overhead their conversation)
Pablo: come on I was never going to sleep with her,Alex and fanny have no life, they are so desperate for our love.

Mary: I know, so pathetic.(I snapped.i bolted into their room and attacked her.call me a hypocrite,I don't give a fuck.)

Alex tried to hold me off as Pablo shielded her.
Pablo:what is the matter with you?
Fanny:I know it's uncalled for but I have always wanted to rearrange your face.You two think you were using us?we were actually using you two to forget ourselves.

I won't lie to you Alex,I did this out of jealousy,not jealousy because of my sister but jealous because I hated her touching you.Its not because of our marriage but because I love you.

Alex: fuck,I love you too.(with that,we made out infront of them.He carried me as I straddle him,)
fanny:bye.
(He carried me out as we kissed our way out)