Just Love Letters

You Won't Believe Me

You won’t believe me
Why don't you believe me?
Was it because what happened to you in the past?
Or because you have never used to being number one?

That just a thought of someone else could be putting you first
Is too strange to you

It is like you are constantly waiting me to turn on you
Me to lie to you
Break my promise to you
Waiting for me to attack you

But when it is not happening
You don't know how to react or take it when it is not chaos
You have no idea how to deal with
When there is no screaming and broken glass on the floor

All this calmness is making you nervous
It is driving you to the edge
And you don't know what to do
You are like rabbit on headlights
Not knowing how to jump safety

I wish I could help you
But you need figure this out yourself
I can be here for you
B

ut I can't make you get it
You need to be the one who figures it out on your own

I just wished that you would believe me when I say that I love you
Broken pieces of your heart and soul cut me
But loving you is worth the pain and cuts you give me
Because one day you will believe me when I say that I love you with all my heart
One day you can love me back and your heart is no longer broken

C.F. Grönroos ©
Original poem and all rights reserved to C.F. Grönroos

Previously published in:
Journey of Rose Blog March 18. 2024