Dear Caleb [COMPLETED]

08.

The next few days you didn't bother me.

You stayed by your girlfriend, away from me.

So it came as a shock to me when I heard that you had broken up with her.

Dumped her overnight.

Hadn't you done the same thing to me ?

The only difference being people knew she was your girlfriend, but me, nobody knew.

You had desperately tried to keep our relationship hidden. You said it was for the best.

So of course nobody saw the struggle I went through whenever you'd walk past me or whenever you'd look at me.

Nobody but Carrie and Jenna.

And I feel like an awful friend for not telling them about that night.

But I can't tell them about something even I'm in the dark about.

Only you had the answers I wanted.

But I wasn't stupid enough to go after you.

You'd think I'm a pathetic girl who can't move on. A girl who has serious inferiority issues.

But I am that girl.

And there's no changing a fact.

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