AN: If you were wondering about the text message Jaycee received from the unknown number... it was just a figment of his imagination :) that's why it was never brought up again.... because he doesn't remember it :)
✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨It's been two days since I last heard his voice.
Two days since I felt the warmth of his embrace.
Two God forsaken days since I last spoke to him.
And it is killing me.
It's tearing me apart.
I can't stand the pain that my heart radiates.
It's unbearable.
But it's for the best, I know.
It has to be.
Yeah maybe if you say that enough times, you could actually start to believe it.
Conscious. Darling. Shut it.
I never thought, in my entire life, that I would ever love someone this much.
That leaving them would affect me this much.
Hurt me this much.
Ruin me this much.
This sensation that I am currently feeling is that of suffocation. The longing hurt me so much that it feels like I'm drowning on air. I can't breathe, because every time I do; it hurts.
My lungs burn.
My throat constricts.
What's even worse is that I don't think he'll understand. He wouldn't understand that I needed to see my parents. He won't ever understand that I need to keep them safe; all of them.
He won't understand.
But that's fine.
Even if that means he'll never talk to me again; I'm okay with that.
If he doesn't want to ever look at me again; I could live with that.
If he never wants to hold me again and whisper how much he loves me in my ear; I'm okay with that.
I could live without him.
I could.
Right?
Right?
Dear God please tell me that I could. That I don't need him with me to be able to live.
Please.
Because if it was up to me, I know that I would die without him.
I'm nothing without him.
I've always needed him one way or another.
Just his presence gives me a sense of safety.
God why does love have to be so complicated?
Why can't it be like Romeo and Juliet?
Wait, never mind.
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