you think i don't hurt... or that i don't feel the same..
truth is i feel it so fucking much it consumes me sometimes.
did you know i still love you?
a love that burns me so incredibly hot that i can't express it.
when you broke my heart i could only cry and think about you.
i cried at school because you were the only thing on my mind.
that whole month felt like i got stabbed repeatedly.
i told you that i don't love you the same anymore and that i'm over you...
sorry,
i lied.
but can you blame me?
i gave you my whole 100% and it felt like you barely gave me your 40% with the occasional 60%
and for a while we were talking often...
you would think after all this time i would learn and not be affected by the way you text me.
but it hurts..
can't you see that all i wonder is
"when's she gonna text me back??"
"maybe i'm not that important.."
i never got over you.
you left,
leaving a hole in my heart
and i put some sticky tape and caution signs up around it
and learned to deal with the cold...
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YOU ARE READING
The Feelings You'll Never Know
Poetrypoems about you that i'll never reveal but this is how you make me feel - honestly these are so terrible but i was sad when i made them so
