𝐌𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐚𝐧 - [2] ( Hiatus)

04

" Valide sultan , Halime sultan and dilruba are going to leave " i quickly got up from my seat and walked with Cennet towards the Harem where everyone was alligned waiting for dilruba and halime to leave

I was beyond happy , i've dreamed about this ever since i landed foot in this palace . I stood to the side when dilruba and halime passed by

" Are you happy now ? " Dilruba stopped next to me and asked while u let out a chuckle

" I've told you that you shouldn't have allied against me " i said looking at halime sultan before my gaze went back to dilruba

" Egypt will do you great and Murad personally gave the orders to prepare it well " i spoke with the biggest grin on my face

" Allah will take revenge on you and if not in your children " Halime replied and i rolled my eyes at her

" Try to touch one of my children and i won't make you leave the palace but delete your existence and don't forget that i have mustafa " her eyes widened

" If you touch mustafa " she breathed in angrily

" I am not like you don't worry but if you dare to play with me i'll be obligated to use him against you " her eyes moved to the floor before staring at me again

" You will be punished for what you are doing " she repeated it again and i walked away back to my room .

Infront of my door was Selim standing , i eyed him angrily before i gave him the permission to come in

" Mother " he surprised me by kneeling down , i quickly took a step aside not understanding

" Forgive me for what happened , i am very ashamed and i can't even look at you " he said in a sorry tone and i had a very weak heart and they were the only ones who can make me forgive easily .

I quickly took his hand in mine and made him face me while he was looking down

" Never look down , i didn't raise you to bow down to anyone " i put my hand on his chin and raised his head a bit

" What you did is unforgivable and very wrong ,i will do my best to not let Murad know about it " i sighed " and you will stop seeing that woman "

I felt sorry for him as he was deeply sorry not being able to hide it

" You know the customs right ? Any one who dares to touch one of the sultan's harem will be executed " i said clearly and he gulped down " This is a dumb reason to be executed at right ? "

He nodded quickly and kissed the back of my hand

" I will never dissappint you " he finally smiled before i patted his head

Tonight we had planned to have dinner together in murad's room and we were now all gathered around the table talking and i even requested for husein to join us

" Mother i think my sister already talked to you " Murad spoke looking at dilasub who was looking shy

" About the marriage ? " i asked gaining gasps from everywhere

" How come i am the last one to know about it ? " Mehmed pouted

" Me too " Sah shockingly said before everyone agreed with her

" Of course i didn't tell anyone except for my mother and my brother " dilasub flipped her hair to the side and smiled

" I think she has someone in her head right ? " murad looked over at her and she nodded

" I want to marry my Yavuz pasha " my eyes widened as yavuz wasn't as young as her yet i've never heard about him very much

" Yavuz pasha is a great vizir and a loyal one and i see that this marriage is convenable " murad concluded as he smiled to his brother

" isn't he a bit old ? " husein spoke earning our attention and we all laughed

" Love has no age right husein ? " Dilasub teasingly asked her brother and he nodded smiling

As much as i hated humasah but husein was just like my biological son , he had a very kind heart and between my son's he looked the most like ahmed but he wouldn't really remember his father's face since ahmed passed away before husein turned 3

" Mother what are you thinking of ? " Murad shook me from my daydreaming

" nothing .. just thinking that yout father didn't get the chance to marry off any of his children " i said bringing the atmosphere down

" Don't worry then why do you have me ? I will make sure you all get married fine ? "The smiles again were drawn in their lips but not husein

" I wonder how he looked like " he looked down until Mehmed rubbed his back

" If you could only remember how happy he was when you came into this world " i said smiling to him and his face was enlightened

" He had a very big heart and beautiful soul , and loved everyone equally " i continued before Hanzade interrupted me

" He loved my mother more than us , unfair how many books talk about their love but none is about us " she pouted and i laughed at her remark

" Don't exagereate who won't talk about all this beauty " i caressed her cheek as she was sitting right next to me

" Let's all pray for him " Murad concluded