chapter 46

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Happy reading beautifuls....

"Sachi mohobat shayad wahi hai jisme junoon hai!!❤"

Author's p.o.v

Anfal got up with a pinning head.
Her throat was getting dry.

"Mama!!..."
She valled upon her mother woth her ful might bit her vpice died colddifong with the walls of room.

She sighed and got up and went downstairs.

Whole house was dead silent.
She went towards kitchen and took a water bottle from freezer.

She sat on chair placed across a amall table in kitchen and drank water.

After drinking she took the bottle with her to her room.

She was about to place bottle on side table when her eyes landed on a small note placed on it.

" What is it?"
She took it closer and held it in front of her.

"First it was you who wanted to get separated but now it's me too who can't bear your tanturms anymore. You accused me for what happened to me thfn let me make it very clear for you that I didn't ask you to save me that night. In the quest of proving yourself superior you made all those things happen to you.

You wanted divorce right? Don't worry you will get the papers very soon!!"

Anfal collieded down on floor with blank face. This was what she never thought about and didn't want to go through such thing even in her worst nightmare but now she was handling it. There was not a single tear in her eyes. They were like a barren land where there was no ray of hope.

She stood up silently and went towards her cupboard.

"Amma says that when we born Allah writes that will we die and how will we did. So may be this is what had written in mine fate!!"
Her lips twitched in a sad smile.

She took a duppata and tied a knot making a circular hole and threw duppata over fan tying it around fan.

She stood up on a chair and put that loop around her neck.

This was the first time in her life when she was not worried about death. She was not afraid of her deeds. She had made it up to her Allah already and had started moving on the path prescribed by HIM. She already had asked forgiveness of all her evil deeds.

"I know this is wrong but... but I cant take this pain anymore. I clearly ....can't live without him.. I am leaving him so that he can be happy in his upcoming life...I know that he will forget me...after some years and will move on... I am done!!.. This is my end may be..."
Tears were rolling down her cheeks.

No one could say that the girl who used to shiver just by listening the mere whisper of the word 'death' will welcome the death with open arms.

"Time had changed me. Time had made me brave enough."
She whispered.

This was her contemplation!! This was what she was believing on but it was not the truth. She was still frightened deep down she knew that it was Haram.

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